Maeve
The screaming never stops
- Jul 17, 2023
- 127
So i don't want my parents to suspect it was suicide the problem is that they know i am struggling with depression
Charkoal dos fall away because i am in the firemiltia so i was trained in firesaefty and they wont believe it
Drowning could work but like i don't know it they would belive i went swimming drunk and alone without the intention to end it.
A few solutions i thought about:
J have like a old WWII bunker near me i could take a generator up and place it near the door so the exausted still blows inside and make it look like i was trying to fix it up ,(jackhammering n stuff) but i believe that there is i high chance the co would not be high enough to kill.
I thought i maby could organize a party near a lake and then go swimming out but i feel like then my friends would be blaming themselves for not noticing or worse they would notice.
I was thinking about going hiking in the mountains and take some meds and try to freeze to death but i find it hard to think of a reason i would be taking meds i aquired iligaly while out in the mountains.
Is there a method that could work?
Charkoal dos fall away because i am in the firemiltia so i was trained in firesaefty and they wont believe it
Drowning could work but like i don't know it they would belive i went swimming drunk and alone without the intention to end it.
A few solutions i thought about:
J have like a old WWII bunker near me i could take a generator up and place it near the door so the exausted still blows inside and make it look like i was trying to fix it up ,(jackhammering n stuff) but i believe that there is i high chance the co would not be high enough to kill.
I thought i maby could organize a party near a lake and then go swimming out but i feel like then my friends would be blaming themselves for not noticing or worse they would notice.
I was thinking about going hiking in the mountains and take some meds and try to freeze to death but i find it hard to think of a reason i would be taking meds i aquired iligaly while out in the mountains.
Is there a method that could work?