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killrockstars

killrockstars

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May 21, 2026
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im tired of feeling so scared and nervous all the time, im tired of feeling so sick and dead, im young addicted to drugs, self harm, and i hate how my face looks and i have a really bad relation with my family because they are all transphobics and homophobics, and im never feeling safe because of everyone that ever traumatized me now im mentally ill and paranoid and i tragically destroyed my own life, im about CTB in a couple days and i need someone to talk to about methods and ways to do it and even have conversations.
 
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Zikelir

Zikelir

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Dec 3, 2023
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I can help about methods, but i would like to also help you with your situation if you want to talk
 
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LXR515

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Jun 12, 2024
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im tired of feeling so scared and nervous all the time, im tired of feeling so sick and dead, im young addicted to drugs, self harm, and i hate how my face looks and i have a really bad relation with my family because they are all transphobics and homophobics, and im never feeling safe because of everyone that ever traumatized me now im mentally ill and paranoid and i tragically destroyed my own life, im about CTB in a couple days and i need someone to talk to about methods and ways to do it and even have conversations.
I relate to a lot of that a lot I'd be down to talk about whatever
 

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