CTB in 48 hours

[Couldydays]

I 'm going to do the inert gas method.Just inhaled some 99.9% nitrogen in a ballon,didn't hurt at all but only gave me dizziness.I don't know whether 20 minutes's flow will be enough but I will give it a try.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I 'm going to do the inert gas method.Just inhaled some 99.9% nitrogen in a ballon,didn't hurt at all but only gave me dizziness.I don't know whether 20 minutes's flow will be enough but I will give it a try.

Hello @HallieWong,
I guess you have suffered so long.
Over there, we can see the bus.
Thank you for spending time with us.

I hope, at last you will be freed -
@HallieWong, Godspeed

LoiteringClouds

 

[GasMonkey]

What's the volume of your cylinder and the flow rate that are you gonna use?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[アホペンギン]

Good luck, I hope you find peace. I have heard the method that you'll be using is very reliable so i'm sure that you'll succeed. I send you my best regards.

 

[NoFutureAnymore]

I wish you the best!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan! May you find peace & freedom! Good luck!

 

[FindingHome]

I hope you find peace and an end to whatever got you to this point!

 

[CTB Dream]

Hope peace no sffr, n2 vry peace rly baln nice exprmnt, hope get wat want

 

[Couldydays]

Hello @HallieWong,
I guess you have suffered so long.
Over there, we can see the bus.
Thank you for spending time with us.

I hope, at last you will be freed -
@HallieWong, Godspeed

LoiteringClouds

Thank you.I see you using the yellow and blue heart I think that might be a sign of Ukraine flag.I want to say slava ukraini.Fuck Putin.

What's the volume of your cylinder and the flow rate that are you gonna use?

Thank you gasmonkey .I've seen a lot of your posts those helps me a lot.You are a great person no matter you're a giga chad or not.The cylinder has some leaking but I think it can hold 20 minutes' flow,that's far from enough.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Thank you.I see you using the yellow and blue heart I think that might be a sign of Ukraine flag.I want to say slava ukraini.Fuck Putin.

Thanks so much
I know my PFP looks very much like the Ukrainian flag but blue and yellow are my favourite colours and not related to the country. I'm considering to revise my PFP.
I don't want to be political on this forum - there are Russian users and I don't want to ostracize them.
I wish everybody peace, including you of course 🕊

 

[Deathisbetter]

Thank you.I see you using the yellow and blue heart I think that might be a sign of Ukraine flag.I want to say slava ukraini.Fuck Putin.

Thank you gasmonkey .I've seen a lot of your posts those helps me a lot.You are a great person no matter you're a giga chad or not.The cylinder has some leaking but I think it can hold 20 minutes' flow,that's far from enough.

Sending you lots of love hope it's successful and you transition peacefully bless you

 

[Couldydays]

I took 100mg Phenobarbital and some alcohol to calm myself .I turned the cylinder on and put the O2 detector in the EEBD hood wait until it shows '0' then I put my head in that hood .My heartrace was skyrocketing.I don't know whether it's due to the low level of oxygen or the fear of the death.After about 10 seconds I just can't it.Then I took the hood off.Maybe I will try again in a couple of days.

Thanks so much
I know my PFP looks very much like the Ukrainian flag but blue and yellow are my favourite colours and not related to the country. I'm considering to revise my PFP.
I don't want to be political on this forum - there are Russian users and I don't want to ostracize them.
I wish everybody peace, including you of course 🕊

Yellow and blue are beautiful I like them too.I don't want Russian people to be ostracized just hate Putin.He started up the war and made so many people suffering.I think never talk about political things is a good idea.

 

[GasMonkey]

If you don't do the full exhalation + big deep inhalation the time to loss of consciousness will be increased.

I just can't it.Then I took the hood off.

The good old SI. :)

 

[Das Nichts]

The cylinder has some leaking but I think it can hold 20 minutes' flow,that's far from enough.

wtf ?

 

[Couldydays]

If you don't do the full exhalation + big deep inhalation the time to loss of consciousness will be increased.


The good old SI. :)

Thank you Mr.monkey!
Will take your advice on my next try.

wtf ?

I bought two same cylinder .The first one had some leaking I think the reason it that I didn't tighten enough the pressure relief valve.The flow of it still lasted 20 minutes.The second one doesn't have the same problem like the first one.

 

[Das Nichts]

bought two same cylinder .The first one had some leaking I think the reason it that I didn't tighten enough the pressure relief valve.The flow of it still lasted 20 minutes.The second one doesn't have the same problem like the first one.

Whats your method, Exit Bag ?

 

[Couldydays]

Whats your method, Exit Bag ?

It's the EEBD hood method.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I took 100mg Phenobarbital and some alcohol to calm myself .I turned the cylinder on and put the O2 detector in the EEBD hood wait until it shows '0' then I put my head in that hood .My heartrace was skyrocketing.I don't know whether it's due to the low level of oxygen or the fear of the death.After about 10 seconds I just can't it.Then I took the hood off.Maybe I will try again in a couple of days.

I'm so sorry that you are still suffering in this world. But I don't like watching people die so to be honest, I'm a bit relieved - and I'm sorry for that, I might be a cruel person.
Please know that failing an attempt and staying on this forum is okay...

Yellow and blue are beautiful I like them too.I don't want Russian people to be ostracized just hate Putin.He started up the war and made so many people suffering.I think never talk about political things is a good idea.

I won't blame anybody here, but war is one of my worst nightmares. It's just plain inhumane, especially for a wimp like me :/

 

[Couldydays]

I'm so sorry that you are still suffering in this world. But I don't like watching people die so to be honest, I'm a bit relieved - and I'm sorry for that, I might be a cruel person.
Please know that failing an attempt and staying on this forum is okay...


I won't blame anybody here, but war is one of my worst nightmares. It's just plain inhumane, especially for a wimp like me :/

Whoa, an angel. It must be very hard for a person as emotional, kind and delicate as you are to face this cruel world. Thank you for your concern. It makes me sad to see you on this forum. Hope you get well soon and live happily ever after or find eternal peace

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hello @HallieWong,
This might be a bad question on this forum, but how are you now?

Whoa, an angel. It must be very hard for a person as emotional, kind and delicate as you are to face this cruel world. Thank you for your concern. It makes me sad to see you on this forum. Hope you get well soon and live happily ever after or find eternal peace

Thanks, and yes, facing this cruel world is indeed hard. My response to stresses and strains used to be scrambling to solve problems, but now I just freeze and feeling numb when pressured. It made my life much more comfortable - I no longer have to be terrified by everything, and I grew really thick skin - but as a price, I no longer can deal with pressure effectively.
I simply freeze and can't do anything when stressed.

I don't think happy life is no longer a possibility in my case, but now I don't have any plan to CTB either, and I'm going to kill time until time kills me.
SI is extremely powerful in my case, but a lot of people are trying to overcome it through practice. It gives me new hope - there can be a way out when I really need it.

Please take care of yourself for now

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Hello @HallieWong,
I guess you have suffered so long.
Over there, we can see the bus.
Thank you for spending time with us.

I hope, at last you will be freed -
@HallieWong, Godspeed

LoiteringClouds

damn that was beautiful to read

I took 100mg Phenobarbital and some alcohol to calm myself .I turned the cylinder on and put the O2 detector in the EEBD hood wait until it shows '0' then I put my head in that hood .My heartrace was skyrocketing.I don't know whether it's due to the low level of oxygen or the fear of the death.After about 10 seconds I just can't it.Then I took the hood off.Maybe I will try again in a couple of days.


Yellow and blue are beautiful I like them too.I don't want Russian people to be ostracized just hate Putin.He started up the war and made so many people suffering.I think never talk about political things is a good idea.

take your time, if youre not ready then youre not ready. glad to hear youre still here with us

 

[Couldydays]

This might be a bad question on this forum, but how are you now?

Hello clouds,nice to see you again.I am still fine~

Thanks, and yes, facing this cruel world is indeed hard. My response to stresses and strains used to be scrambling to solve problems, but now I just freeze and feeling numb when pressured. It made my life much more comfortable - I no longer have to be terrified by everything, and I grew really thick skin - but as a price, I no longer can deal with pressure effectively.
I simply freeze and can't do anything when stressed.

Hypersensitive may sometimes be a gift Don't try to depress it use it to a right person/thing.They can bright your days up.

take your time, if youre not ready then youre not ready. glad to hear youre still here with us

Thank you sparrows,I don't feel ashamed now.You are warm.

 

[ready2goo]

Good luck!!! May you find peace and freedom from this cruel world

 

[FeyB]

May you find peace

 

[LoiteringClouds]

Hello clouds,nice to see you again.I am still fine~

I'm glad to hear that

Hypersensitive may sometimes be a gift Don't try to depress it use it to a right person/thing.They can bright your days up.

I agree, and I make the most of it on this forum. It helps me connect to people