Ctb in 48 hours!

[Vizzy]

The time has come for me and I will do ctb in 48 hours. I signed onto this forum one month before. I ended up finding a lot of good people who were kind to me. I learned a lot of things from other people and shared my knowledge to other people, I wish I found this forum many months before so I could have helped more people.

I have both nitrogen gas and SN method setups, I will decide which one to do tomorrow as I haven't decided which one to use, maybe I will choose in the last moment but I will do the fasting and take meto for the SN.

I live alone so no will disturb me as I sent my girlfriend to her hometown and tomorrow I will put some money in her bank account to cover her expenses for 1 year so she can take her time and move on with her life as she is a good girl and I am sure she will understand. I spoke to her many times about suicide so I am sure she knows that I am suicidal. As soon as I start my ctb process I will send a scheduled mail to the condominium management which will reach them after 24 hours stating that I am dead don't come inside, please call the police.

I don't know what went wrong with my life or some issue with my brain that made me mess up my good life, I just don't know but when I was young my dad physically abused me maybe that played a part in all this, maybe I expected too much from life than what I deserve, maybe I didn't have patience to take life slowly, I just don't know because I had all the things every men wish for but still I messed it up and now want to ctb!

Please don't give advice to other people if you don't know what you talking about especially when it comes to ctb methods because ctb is a big decision, people will follow whatever you say and end up as a vegetable, don't give your opinions when it comes to ctb methods always say the facts, if you don't know about a method it is better to shut up than misleading the people in the wrong paths which is sad to see.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it, do your research, this forum is filled with resources so read all the resources, please use the search option which can make a huge difference. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE.

I'll probably post a goodbye thread!

My works if anyone wants to read, please click the links below

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[love_peep]

thank you that you helped a lot of people who was here or here in this time. i wish you only goodluck. rest and peace bro

 

[The anhedonic one]

I remember having a chat with you not long ago and you said you will CTB in 10 days.
Time goes so fast and your date is so near.
I will miss reading your posts and wish you the very best of luck when the time comes.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[Vizzy]

thank you that you helped a lot of people who was here or here in this time. i wish you only goodluck. rest and peace bro

Thank you for the kind words, hope everything goes well!

I remember having a chat with you not long ago and you said you will CTB in 10 days.
Time goes so fast and your date is so near.
I will miss reading your posts and wish you the very best of luck when the time comes.

It was nice chatting with you, yes time going fast, thank you

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Thank you for the invaluable support that you gave to a lot of members of this site! I always enjoyed reading your support. I wish you nothing but the best with completing your ctb successfully.

I hope to see you on the other side soon and I hope you will be at eternal peace.

 

[Vizzy]

Thank you for the invaluable support that you gave to a lot of members of this site! I always enjoyed reading your support. I wish you nothing but the best with completing your ctb successfully.

I hope to see you on the other side soon and I hope you will be at eternal peace.

Thank you , I always liked the way you comment, no bs just straight to the point lol

 

[90starve]

it will be strange not seeing your comments on here

 

[FuneralCry]

You are fortunate to have the options of two reliable methods all planned, it must be a relief having those options to free yourself from all the suffering, good luck with your plans.

 

[Vizzy]

it will be strange not seeing your comments on here

Yes I will miss this forum too sorry for the things before, I can't control myself sometimes

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Thank you , I always liked the way you comment, no bs just straight to the point lol

Thanks, that made me laugh

 

[90starve]

Yes I will miss this forum too sorry for the things before, I can't control myself sometimes

please accept my apology too :)

 

[Vizzy]

please accept my apology too :)

Thank you

 

[Terrible00]

I wish you the best on the other side

 

[Vizzy]

I wish you the best on the other side

Thank you , hope it is just nothingness

You are fortunate to have the options of two reliable methods all planned, it must be a relief having those options to free yourself from all the suffering, good luck with your plans.

Thank you

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you a peaceful journey! I hope you find peace & freedom on the other side! Farewell and good luck!

Many thanks for both of your comprehensive threads about the SN Method, they will help so many others finding a peaceful way as well.

 

[Vizzy]

I wish you a peaceful journey! I hope you find peace & freedom on the other side! Farewell and good luck!

Many thanks for both of your comprehensive threads about the SN Method, they will help so many others finding a peaceful way as well.

Thank you, I see you helping a lot of people and your love for co method

 

[emptyheart]

Rest peacefully Vizzy

 

[ToTheTwillight]

Wish you well Vizzy, thank you for all the contents. May you have a safe journey!

 

[dimstar]

You deserve all the peace your after, thank you for your work and time here. Will keep you in my thoughts. Safe travels friend.

 

[Knbmt]

your heart for girlfriend is so cool ! have a good trip I wish you peace in your soul

 

[Fox of June]

I've been lurking a while and found your posts always stood out as compassionate and informative, Vizzy. I feel I have learned a lot reading your contributions to SS. Peace be with you.

 

[Space Outlaw Bunny]

I hope you find peace wherever you go, safe journey

 

[Das Nichts]

You are a SaSu Rockstar given the time you where here and what you achieved regarding your sn megapost.
I hope everything works out as planned and that you will find your peace!

 

[Readytogo246]

Thanks for all you research and diligence. The more information we have helps us make better choices. I wish you the very best in finding the peace you are seeking.

 

[Jule_from_Germany]

Bon voyage

 

[just_so_done]

Vizzy in the time you've been here you've become a pillar to this community. You have made sure to provide us with accurate information and created some epic threads that members will use for years to come. You're like the SN guru here lol. I'm sorry your struggles have led you to this point but I hope you find peace and nothingness when you leave. You will be truly missed

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Ur sn bible thread and the other one should be pinned

 

[IndyAna]

you replied to my last post and helped me with a question I had, as you have helped many other people in this forum. I hope you find peace take care, you will be missed

 

[toofargone6969]

Sorry to see you go so soon. I wish none of us had to be here. It makes me very sad. Knowing your protocol and brand of choice if you choose SN would be invaluable for us here after all your research. I hope it goes smoothly and you find peace, with no pain. Good luck whatever you decide and I'm sorry life has brought you here.