Ctb feels inevitable

[un.exist]

I live everyday like I'll be gone soon

I don't want to talk to new people
I don't want to try new things
I don't want to hear about politics or news
I don't want more personal belongings
I don't want to learn anything, however little
I don't want to go to new places

I'm just trying to minimize my footprints in this world

My future is like the pitch black night sky. No clouds, no stars, not even the moon. Just darkness

I will probably ctb (except some miracle happens, but this feels like something no miracle can fix). It feels inevitable, ya know?

 

[badatparties]

I live everyday like I'll be gone soon

I don't want to talk to new people
I don't want to try new things
I don't want to hear about politics or news
I don't want more personal belongings
I don't want to learn anything, however little
I don't want to go to new places

I'm just trying to minimize my footprints in this world

My future is like the pitch black night sky. No clouds, no stars, not even the moon. Just darkness

I will probably ctb (except some miracle happens, but this feels like something no miracle can fix). It feels inevitable, ya know?

This is called detaching, and I think it's fairly normal. I've been detached for years now. I feel like this world is a lampoon or a mockery of a perfect place. It draws you in with surface level beauty, but anyone who's suffered can see the rotten core.

 

[fadedghost]

I live everyday like I'll be gone soon

I don't want to talk to new people
I don't want to try new things
I don't want to hear about politics or news
I don't want more personal belongings
I don't want to learn anything, however little
I don't want to go to new places

I'm just trying to minimize my footprints in this world

My future is like the pitch black night sky. No clouds, no stars, not even the moon. Just darkness

I will probably ctb (except some miracle happens, but this feels like something no miracle can fix). It feels inevitable, ya know?

i feel this way too

 

[kufajoy]

Same feeling

 

[Sadbanana]

This is called detaching, and i think it's fairly normal. I've been detached for years now, i feel like this world is a lampoon or a mockery of a perfect place. It draws you in with surface level beauty, but anyone who's suffered can see the rotten core.

So true, the beuty is a scam to make you care so it can crush you later.

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel the same. In fact i'm already dead (since years) because I have no social life, no work, no friends, so I'm here just like a lonely ghost. It's very disturbing because I know I don't belong to this planet anymore but my body is still in movement.