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mymarbles

mymarbles

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Jan 29, 2024
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any of you guys have dreams where you ctb?

i've been having more lately

i'm not religious or anything but last night after more thoroughly blueprinting my ctb plans i had a dream where i was at an old train station and children stared telling me i was a beautiful angel. i asked them what they meant and they told me that i have wings so i must be an angel. also no one but children could see me. at some point i saw my reflection and saw i was the classic "angel" figure and admired myself. i had no iris, just large pupils, certainly uncanny but i've also had a fascination with "biblically accurate angels" lately.

i've had other dreams where i am involved in accidents, crashes, and do nothing to prevent it because i realize it's "really happening" and this is what i've really wanted and am going to let it happen. i reflect in that moment how i truly want to end and have wanted to end this whole time.

i'm curious if you guys have had ctb-related dreams?
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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I thought this was about @CTB Dream šŸ˜€
 
Sutter

Sutter

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Oct 21, 2024
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That was a great dream.

Had night terrors when I was young amd stopped remembering most dreams in my 20s. Cant really remember last time I had a dream. Not really much help there.

Perhaps I might dream again someday if I dont lose Mymarbles.