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retarddd

Member
Aug 10, 2018
73
I dont care about age that much, but I do think about dying before a particular year; I dont like how materialistic this world has become, it will be worse in the future, I hope I die before I can see it become worse
 
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pole

Enlightened
Sep 18, 2018
1,387
Yep. Dont wanna live past 21 and 22 and keep going through bullshit. Alot of people iv met on here were my age right now at 19, had false hope that things would get better as life progressed and now there in their 30s and 40s regretting that they didnt take their life sooner and im not gonna let that happen to me too lol
 
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h0wd1rtygurlsST4Yc1n

Member
Jul 26, 2019
54
i thought i'd be dead by now. guess im not as punk as i thought i was. i never want to be old.....im starting to feel old and its starting to bother me.
 
Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
I am 45 and if i could find the bottle to end my life I would as all i have to look forward to is crippling arthritis. My bottom two vertebra are falling doon it will bugger up the nerves down they . So end up in a wheelchair pissing and shitting myself like a newborn baby. Thats what i have to look forward to o and headaches to that make me throw up. So not much going for me hope to end it before it gets to far.
 
Mr.phantomX

Mr.phantomX

Member
Jul 27, 2019
10
When i look at old people they're fat and weak i dont see myself making it past this year I'm 25. At 30 i think I'd have a midlife crisis.
 
Avicii

Avicii

Looking
Sep 4, 2018
424
Does anyone have this as at least a small part of why you want to die? I don't want to become old, preferably I die before 30.
Fuck of old at 30 lol I'm 40 odd and still feel young haha you must be way under 18 thinking like that :)
 
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C8114

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Jul 12, 2019
30
Does anyone have this as at least a small part of why you want to die? I don't want to become old, preferably I die before 30.
Im in the same situation I'm 44 imtired of using alcohol and weed to kill the pain
Im in the same situation I'm 44 imtired of using alcohol and weed to kill the pain
Me too
 

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