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Dreamer
Jan 24, 2026
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Hi, SaSu!! English isn't my first language, so I apologize in advance for any mistakes in the text.

I already have SN and metoclopramide to deal with this, but I'm worried about where the procedure will take place. I live with my parents and two younger sisters, so people on this forum advise booking a hotel room. Unfortunately, I can't afford that, so recently I thought about buying a movie ticket and taking the SN right at the beginning of the film—that would be very convenient and fit my budget.

But, as far as I understand, dying in that scenario would be a matter of luck—death from an overdose can occur anywhere from 40 minutes to 7 hours later, so I'm afraid I might mess this up.

What do you think about this?
 
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Matchaaa

pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
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There are surveillance cameras in the cinema, and other people might notice and call emergency services.
 
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Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
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There are surveillance cameras in the cinema, and other people might notice and call emergency services.
And the vomiting
 
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I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
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Uhh, I wouldn't do this. Not in a cinema.
 
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Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
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Sounds like a recipe for disaster.
 
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byec560

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May 11, 2026
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Why a cinema specifically? Sounds pretty random tbh. Also, yes, people will definitely notice something up.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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I would pick a location that you wouldn't be disturbed. 🫂♥️🫂
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
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Don't do this. I understand that you're dealing with internal turmoil, but that doesn't give you the right to expose the general public to it. You're already trying to distance yourself from your family's situation; why would you want to impose this on strangers instead?

I'm not sure what the best advice is, but if you truly want to find a safe place, consider seeking out a recently abandoned building or home. I hesitate to recommend it, but perhaps even a local emergency shelter could be an option.
 
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Dreamer
Jan 24, 2026
9
Why a cinema specifically? Sounds pretty random tbh. Also, yes, people will definitely notice something up.
I had become so desperate in my search for a good place that I even started considering that option. Yes, I realized it wasn't the best idea.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

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Jan 10, 2022
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I had become so desperate in my search for a good place that I even started considering that option. Yes, I realized it wasn't the best idea.
Shit is like that sometimes. It's okay. I'm glad you reconsidered. (Also, you wouldn't want to do it in a public place because 1. ppl might take pics of you and post them online, 2. the police will likely investigate and look through your devices, linking back to SS if you didn't use proxy services.)
 
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Dreamer
Jan 24, 2026
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Don't do this. I understand that you're dealing with internal turmoil, but that doesn't give you the right to expose the general public to it. You're already trying to distance yourself from your family's situation; why would you want to impose this on strangers
You're right, thanks for the advice; I'll try to find something similar in my area. Actually, I just moved to a new city, so I definitely need more time to explore it. I was also looking at the wooded area, but I realized there's quite a lot of activity there at night.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

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Jan 10, 2022
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You're right, thanks for the advice; I'll try to find something similar in my area. Actually, I just moved to a new city, so I definitely need more time to explore it. I was also looking at the wooded area, but I realized there's quite a lot of activity there at night.
You can also try using Google Maps to scour for properties that look to be deteriorating or overgrown with brush. Additionally, as someone on Reddit suggested: "Set up Google Alerts for things like 'demolition' + '[Your location]'."
 
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Dreamer
Jan 24, 2026
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You can also try using Google Maps to scour for properties that look to be deteriorating or overgrown with brush. Additionally, as someone on Reddit suggested: "Set up Google Alerts for things like 'demolition' + '[Your location]'."
Thanks, that's great advice—I didn't even know this tool existed.

If there are any updates, I'll post them here :)
 

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