cripplingly lonely in the face of so many people

[loserr]

nobody feels real. they all repeat and spout the same words or immature bullshit. or i dont get a text back for hours and everytime i want to share something i get to see my own mountain of words. everyone i've ever known at any school in my life were completely out of it. i don't even care that much about my family anymore even though they care so much about me. i'm losing my shit. eventually my moral compass is gonna be shot to high hell and i'm just going to start doing crazy shit before i end up a corpse for someone to find. fuck me man.