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Arvayn

Arvayn

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Yeah, there are a lot of parelells between current America and 1930's Germany. Former world power usurped by other, stronger powers and is trying to stay relevant. Workers of the country are Desperate for change, so much so that they elect a racist into power. Raids on the property and homes of minorities and sending them to concentration camps (Alligator Alcatraz). F*king Nazi salutes.

How the US depicts other countries isn't fair, either. They want to go to war with Venezuela, yet half of them don't even know where it is.

I should have moved to like, Australia or something... Now I'm scared for my fucking safety....
I still remember when they passed that bill in 2025 that authorized ICE to deport immigrants to off-territory 'holding centers' in Cuba, which are historically known for being used as forced labor/torture camps, since they're technically not in US territory, so they're not breaking any laws if they do that!
People got mad and the ICE secretary, Kristi Noem, just posted "Suck it." on Twitter in response and everyone forgot about it later.
Part of the reason that people are forgetting is because there's so much going on at the same time, barely anybody can keep up with everything. It's exhausting (which is why I am very glad I don't live there). They use that as a weapon to make people forget and move on. Whenever something really bad happens, news outlets don't report on it, and instead they choose some other stupid shit to make breaking news out of and draw attention to.

More people seem to know now that Israel is used by the US as a middleman to fund military campaigns and conflicts without actually getting involved themselves. It looks better if it's technically not the US doing it, but Israel. They fund them for "self-defense" and the funding actually goes to further the war economy.

The presidents are not even competent, they're just figureheads; it's the think tanks that are figuring everything out for the politicians. Hired analysts, social engineers and intellectuals, whole teams of them. Even if you remove the leaders, which is what most people are calling for anyway, those ones will survive, and hide. Only hope might be some kind of benevolent dictatorship where a guy seizes power and survives all assassination attempts...

I hope you'll be okay; if shit hits the fan, one can only hope you find a way out, but right now things aren't looking good, which is incredibly upsetting to me. I wish I could do something for you, but helplessness is a familiar feeling. I'm sorry, Xi-Xi.
 
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I would say the majority of my life I have woken up tired.
same tbh

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Have you ever looked into sleep apnea?
@gunmetalblue keeps telling me to see someone, and I think it might be it because on several occasions people told me oh well you fucking stopped breathing during the night
 
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NoPoint2Life

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Yeah, then definitely I would. You can't feel it at all? That must be spooky. I was asked about it recently as a possible cause to one of my issues but I haven't slept next to anyone in a gazillion years so I wouldn't know!
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No, if I truly have sleep apnea, I've never realized it. But I don't often sleep with people around me so I wouldn't know if it were just on those few occasions
 
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Arvayn

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I sometimes get sleep apnea as well. At one point, I had idiopathic hypersomnia. For the duration of a month and then some, I slept for 20-21 hours a day. I woke up to eat, drink and use the bathroom, and then I went right back to bed after checking on whatever DMs I got. People thought I died, but I was too tired to care about that.

Had a whole lot of dreams during that time.
 
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It sounds like a pain in the ass to get tested for especially at my age. And I think they prescribe you a sleep mask to wear, which sounds like another pain in the ass. But I wonder if that has been the problem. I always used to say I was born tired.
 
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For the duration of a month and then some, I slept for 20-21 hours a day
Eh. I used to sleep around 15h a day because I couldn't sleep more (someone was waking me up).

@gunmetalblue yeah it makes sense if it's not as bad as waking you up because you fucking stopped breathing in your sleep lol
@NoPoint2Life I also say I was born tired lol, but getting testing for sleep apnea does seem like a fucking chore
 
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Xi-Xi

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How bad is your sleep apnea?
 
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Wouldn't have particularly minded if I kept the hypersomnia, to be honest. It would be a nice life. Unfortunately, at one point my body decided that it had gotten enough sleep, and went back to normal.
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

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I find great amusement in the contrast within the fact that I can browse a suicide forum in front of people and none of them care, but if I watch a music video with one too many skimpy anime girls in it, that's too much.
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

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Had to comfort an American guy over being extorted of his money by a gold digger and then ditched. Ha. I have no idea how he didn't see it coming... All she did was feed him sappy texts. Didn't even hang out with him much.

I acted sympathetic and kind, but I really think he is an idiot.
 
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Xi-Xi

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Had to comfort an American guy over being extorted of his money by a gold digger and then ditched. Ha. I have no idea how he didn't see it coming... All she did was feed him sappy texts. Didn't even hang out with him much.

I acted sympathetic and kind, but I really think he is an idiot.
Young love, am I right
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Had to comfort an American guy over being extorted of his money by a gold digger and then ditched. Ha. I have no idea how he didn't see it coming... All she did was feed him sappy texts. Didn't even hang out with him much.

I acted sympathetic and kind, but I really think he is an idiot.
Young love, am I right
 
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Arvayn

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Young love, am I right
You're definitely right, but not in this case. This is a grown 26 year old man. It's okay, though. In 4 years, he'll become a wizard!
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Arvayn

Arvayn

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That woman is very lucky that she stumbled upon such a naïve, rich autistic person, though. They had a long distance relationship (if periodically exchanging small talk and sweet nothings can even be called that); she lives in Egypt. She'd always complain about being impoverished and hungry, and he ended up sending her over 1.5 million Egyptian pounds in USD. She's fucking rich now.

And craziest of all? This dude still doesn't realize he got played. He doesn't believe me when I lay it out for him.
 
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For a moment I thought the site was more seriously down, like in "definitely closed" down
 
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