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[Xi-Xi]

129 593

 

[boddibo]

129,594

 

[OnceTheHappiestMan]

129,594

go get some before going back to bed hehe

Already brush my teeth, and I try to be respectful of that

But tomorrow first thing in the morning I'll get some local choco snack from my hometown that I always bring with me

129595

 

[boddibo]

129,596

Already brush my teeth, and I try to be respectful of that

you can always brush them again.......................

 

[OnceTheHappiestMan]

129,596

you can always brush them again.......................

Appreciate your attempts at tempting me, but I confess that the real reason is that it's cold, and I don't want to go out of my blanket warm haven.

129,597

 

[boddibo]

129,598

understandable! idk why but recently i have no motivation to eat anything sugary, while it's always been my guilty pleasure (eh, got the dopamine where I could have it lol)

 

[Arvayn]

129,597

I'd probably be the first person to die from chocolate if I was given an infinite supply of it, and I'm not being hyperbolic. I really don't know when to stop myself. I like chocolate.

 

[amor.dor]

Death by chocolate, what a sweet death!
It's a very sunny day here.
129 596

 

[boddibo]

129,597

I really don't know when to stop myself. I like chocolate.

based

 

[OnceTheHappiestMan]

Here it started to rain one day of Novemeber… still hasn't stopped

My vitamin D levels are at minimum

129 598

 

[Arvayn]

129,597

Mmm, it's been a while since I've seen proper sunlight. Looking at that picture made me realize that.

 

[OnceTheHappiestMan]

129,597

Mmm, it's been a while since I've seen proper sunlight. Looking at that picture made me realize that.

Feeding the rumors that I've heard about you

129,598

 

[amor.dor]

129 596
I would trade all the sunshine where I live just to see snow.

Feeding the rumors that I've heard about you

129,598

the count arvayn

 

[Arvayn]

129,595

Snow is nice, but gets in the way and makes walking a lot slower. At night, when there is a thick and uniform blanket of snow covering everything, the moonlight shining from above reflects off of the ground, and makes the sky appear bright.

 

[Xi-Xi]

129,597

Mmm, it's been a while since I've seen proper sunlight. Looking at that picture made me realize that.

Yeah. For me it rained for once.

129 594

 

[Arvayn]

129,593

I recognize that building. See you soon.

...Actually, I don't think anyone here would get that reference, so it just sounds like a threat...

 

[Xi-Xi]

129,593

I recognize that building. See you soon.

...Actually, I don't think anyone here would get that reference, so it just sounds like a threat...

Yeah no it sounds like you're threatening me

129 592

 

[boddibo]

129,593

Mmm, it's been a while since I've seen proper sunlight.

no but really you're not doing yourself any favor about that vamp rumor about you
@SleeplessAndSad

 

[Arvayn]

129,592

That's all that rumors are-- unfounded rumors. Besides, I just had to brush my teeth. That's not very vampiric behavior.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to shut up the moans I'm hearing from under my floorboards (I live in a house on the first floor).

 

[Xi-Xi]

129 591

 

[Arvayn]

129,590

My friend has an uncle who, supposedly, once was extremely intelligent and sophisticated; an engineer and a polymath. However, he had been going through a lot of emotional difficulties, and contracted progressive psychosis because of it. He slowly lost touch with reality as time went on. One day, he hit his limit, and had a mental break; he became a straight up menace, hating absolutely everyone, being constantly angry and paranoid, and trying to physically harm anyone who got near him. He had to be medicated on sedatives and depressants, which pretty much lobotomized him and turned him into a half-lucid vegetable (apparently this wasn't exaggeration, either, as, a few years ago, he stopped taking his meds and he jumped off the balcony and went missing for days with a broken foot, until someone found him and wrestled him back home).

I wonder... Will I end up like that, too? People regard me as "the smart one", and I might have the same thing; progressively worsening hallucinations as a result of traumatic emotional shock. My schizoid features also intensified tenfold after I came out of MDD.

 

[Xi-Xi]

129,590

My friend has an uncle who, supposedly, once was extremely intelligent and sophisticated; an engineer and a polymath. However, he had been going through a lot of emotional difficulties, and contracted progressive psychosis because of it. He slowly lost touch with reality as time went on. One day, he hit his limit, and had a mental break; he became a straight up menace, hating absolutely everyone, being constantly angry and paranoid, and trying to physically harm anyone who got near him. He had to be medicated on sedatives and depressants, which pretty much lobotomized him and turned him into a half-lucid vegetable (apparently this wasn't exaggeration, either, as, a few years ago, he stopped taking his meds and he jumped off the balcony and went missing for days with a broken foot, until someone found him and wrestled him back home).

I wonder... Will I end up like that, too? People regard me as "the smart one", and I might have the same thing; progressively worsening hallucinations as a result of traumatic emotional shock. My schizoid features also intensified tenfold after I came out of MDD.

129 589

Honestly it depends on whether or not you get absolutely bored from life or not. Insanity is caused by boredom, after all

 

[amor.dor]

129 589
If I were forced to exist and could choose, I would never be human; I would prefer to be a plant. When I die, I hope to become just a small plant.

 

[Arvayn]

129,587

Honestly it depends on whether or not you get absolutely bored from life or not. Insanity is caused by boredom, after all

Yeah, true. Last time that happened, I did absolutely nothing on a daily basis and almost starved multiple times; maybe it would be different next time!
If I ever end up with absolutely nothing to lose, I'll totally do some crazy shit first. It would be a wasted opportunity not to.

If I were forced to exist and could choose, I would never be human; I would prefer to be a plant. When I die, I hope to become just a small plant.

I'd want to be some kind of cosmic awareness. Metaphysics fascinates me. If I really have to be a conscious animal, a house cat would be good for the luxurious life; then again, that's not a guarantee.

Honestly, man, the more existential and epistemic philosophy I learn, the less attached I get to life, and the more mundane things start to feel like an illusion. My 10 year old self had no idea what the fuck he was in for when he thought "This Christianity thing seems really illogical and stupid!".