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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
I have absolutely no clue how I survived that at all. Even I have that question
your body is a really badass one πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ but i guess sn is not really an option for you then πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
your body is a really badass one πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ but i guess sn is not really an option for you then πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”
nah sn is an option, hence why I've got it again. 7g caused me to have a cardiac arrest so i'm happy with that
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
364
nah sn is an option, hence why I've got it again. 7g caused me to have a cardiac arrest so i'm happy with that
you are really brave!
 
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bananamatcha

bananamatcha

A passionate, fragmentary girl
Oct 28, 2025
16
Hi OP - I see you mentioned having some lasting scars from this attempt. If you don't mind answering, what exactly are the scars from? Was surgery performed? I'm so sorry you went through such pain.
 
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copioushopelessness

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2025
445
How long were you in the hospital?
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
Hi OP - I see you mentioned having some lasting scars from this attempt. If you don't mind answering, what exactly are the scars from? Was surgery performed? I'm so sorry you went through such pain.
So I have a tracheostomy scar. I have 2 other scars on my neck where they had lines going in. I also have lines on either side of my groin where they had lines as well.
How long were you in the hospital?

Almost a month
 
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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
201
I have absolutely no clue how I survived that at all. Even I have that question
from other posts you have made, it seems that you are glad to have survived and do not wish to try again at the moment, so thankfully you did survive

it is fantastic that you made it, and hopefully you can be grateful and happy about it for a long time to come