lament.
the Immortal
- Jun 28, 2023
- 174
So I have decided to come off anti-depressants because they haven't been working for a long time and they just made me feel incredibly dull and emotionally blunt, been off them for about 5 days now and I seem to be fine for the most part - ironically i'm happier and have found myself laughing a lot more often at videos and such that I often would have felt nothing over before which is nice.
However, I've recently been finding that I seem to be getting mood swings more frequently and it's been so long since I've been on anti-depressants that I honestly can't remember if I was just like this when I was off them or not. Just wanted to ask if anyone else who was previously on anti-depressants had anything similar to mood swings such as crying over an emotional scene in a movie (something that never happened before) and then going back to feeling normal like 30 seconds later. Maybe it's just how I am but I'd like to know if maybe its a side effect of coming off the anti-depressants so abruptly.
Any and all input is welcome, and no I have no plans on going back on them but I'm unfortunately probably going to be force fed them next week and onward unless I can figure out a way to fake taking it, it feels nice to actually feel something again after so many years.
However, I've recently been finding that I seem to be getting mood swings more frequently and it's been so long since I've been on anti-depressants that I honestly can't remember if I was just like this when I was off them or not. Just wanted to ask if anyone else who was previously on anti-depressants had anything similar to mood swings such as crying over an emotional scene in a movie (something that never happened before) and then going back to feeling normal like 30 seconds later. Maybe it's just how I am but I'd like to know if maybe its a side effect of coming off the anti-depressants so abruptly.
Any and all input is welcome, and no I have no plans on going back on them but I'm unfortunately probably going to be force fed them next week and onward unless I can figure out a way to fake taking it, it feels nice to actually feel something again after so many years.