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Rizzo5252

Member
Aug 31, 2025
6
So I have a thought on a method. I have saved up about 300 apple seeds. Take a mortar and grinder and grind them down. Take a sifter and sift out what you can till you have as much powder you can from the seeds (cyanide). I have a bout 10 oxytocin tablets at 5mg a piece. Grind them up and mix them with the cyanide apple seeds you now have. Mix into water and drink. Down a bottle of Nyquil to help sleep. Hopefully the seeds work and you pass on. Thoughts?
 
Whisper_

Whisper_

Member
Apr 13, 2026
7
So I have a thought on a method. I have saved up about 300 apple seeds. Take a mortar and grinder and grind them down. Take a sifter and sift out what you can till you have as much powder you can from the seeds (cyanide). I have a bout 10 oxytocin tablets at 5mg a piece. Grind them up and mix them with the cyanide apple seeds you now have. Mix into water and drink. Down a bottle of Nyquil to help sleep. Hopefully the seeds work and you pass on. Thoughts?
i hear death by cyanide is not pretty or painless
 
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ThisUnrest

Seeking personal sovereignty
Aug 15, 2023
191
If this were reliable in any way, everyone wouldve figured it out by now. It's not. You can search past posts after a certain amount of activity. If you search for apple seeds:
One previous post says 4,000+ seeds would be needed, one post says over 10,000 would be needed. One says they must be chewed, and not just crushed. All of them say cyanide is exceedingly painful and unreliable, due to variable amounts in each plant.
Over the counter meds like nytol or benadryl will only make you miserable and delerious in a very bad way, and possibly damage your organs, they wont knock you out how you are hoping. Btw oxytocin is not oxycontin.
Remember that the LD50 amounts of any drug are only theoretical, meaning theoretically deadly to approx 50% of people. Not guaranteed.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
318
If this were reliable in any way, everyone wouldve figured it out by now. It's not. You can search past posts after a certain amount of activity. If you search for apple seeds:
One previous post says 4,000+ seeds would be needed, one post says over 100,000 would be needed. One says they must be chewed, and not just crushed. All of them say cyanide is exceedingly painful and unreliable.
Over the counter meds like nytol or benadryl will only make you miserable and delerious in a very bad way, and possibly damage your organs, they wont knock you out how you are hoping. Btw oxytocin is used for childbirth.
Remember that the LD50 amounts of any drug are only theoretical, meaning theoretically deadly to approx 50% of people. Not guaranteed.
While I think it's nice that people think outside the box, it's still amazing that people think they're the first to come up with these ideas. Especially when there are forums with posts indicating how ineffective non methods are. Yes we are all suffering and want a way out. But there's no reason to not use the old noggin.
 
Whisper_

Whisper_

Member
Apr 13, 2026
7
there is no credible medical evidence that NyQuil or oxytocin can make cyanide poisoning painless or substantially reduce the suffering associated with it. cyanide poisoning is a medical emergency that causes severe neurological, respiratory, and cardiovascular effects. the established medical response is emergency treatment with antidotes and supportive care not the use of nyquil or oxytocin.
That's why I was thinking mixing in the oxytocin and Nyquil
 

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