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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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I tried Cocaine for the first time this weekend I was also a little drunk though to. I hadnt felt dopamine in so long. It was nice to feel energy, to feel social, and like I could focus even if it was temporary <3
 
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SchizoGymnast

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I'm jelly
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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I literally posted about wanting to do cocaine at the end of this year. How do you compare it to alcohol? How is the high different?I've never tried a single thing other than alcohol.😞
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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I literally posted about wanting to do cocaine at the end of this year. How do you compare it to alcohol? How is the high different?I've never tried a single thing other than alcohol.😞
Im not sure what its like be itself since I had been drinking before I only did a little bit cause I didnt want a panic attack. I liked it I felt more normal and was more talkative. If I was rich Id probably end up like Hunter Biden
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
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Anhedonia is fucking me up, I wish I would able to experience some pleasure (dopamine) in my life.
 
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Hazrakaht

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Apr 28, 2025
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feel like i could never do anything harder than smoking some weed. happy for you tho OP lol
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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Don't get hooked up on it too much. I know a guy his name is goblin I like to have him in the background while I play he told a story of him doing cocaine and how much he got addicted to it. Made him broke, lose family, jobs, almost his life, and it ruined everything in his life. If you want to do any drug to feel better it's best to do drugs that aren't that negative. MDMA & Ketamine are better for short term use in my opinion. Ketamine produces mild euphoria and it's good for depression but you'd need to use it with Green tea (1 hour before using) every single use to avoid bladder issues. Of course that won't fully solve bladder issues but it'll negate some of it. MDMA doesn't have much cons for short term. You'd need lots of water to avoid getting dehydrated. It makes you feel really good. Long term use can have some bad effects on your heart or liver but I don't think that's an issue if someone does it every 2 to 4 weeks.


also hard drugs aren't good for getting pleasure. Heroin produces one of the most pleasant feelings you'll ever feel but after 2-3 uses you'll start to lose that feeling and eventually it'll start to feel less better so you start using even more until you accidentally OD or graduate to Fentanyl which is 10x times worse.
feel like i could never do anything harder than smoking some weed. happy for you tho OP lol
Yeh weed is better lol if u got addicted u can quit much easier and it's cheaper.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Don't get hooked up on it too much. I know a guy his name is goblin I like to have him in the background while I play he told a story of him doing cocaine and how much he got addicted to it. Made him broke, lose family, jobs, almost his life, and it ruined everything in his life. If you want to do any drug to feel better it's best to do drugs that aren't that negative. MDMA & Ketamine are better for short term use in my opinion. Ketamine produces mild euphoria and it's good for depression but you'd need to use it with Green tea (1 hour before using) every single use to avoid bladder issues. Of course that won't fully solve bladder issues but it'll negate some of it. MDMA doesn't have much cons for short term. You'd need lots of water to avoid getting dehydrated. It makes you feel really good. Long term use can have some bad effects on your heart or liver but I don't think that's an issue if someone does it every 2 to 4 weeks.


also hard drugs aren't good for getting pleasure. Heroin produces one of the most pleasant feelings you'll ever feel but after 2-3 uses you'll start to lose that feeling and eventually it'll start to feel less better so you start using even more until you accidentally OD or graduate to Fentanyl which is 10x times worse.

Yeh weed is better lol if u got addicted u can quit much easier and it's cheaper.
I didnt like ketamine to dissassociating (I cant spell) oh Im poor I wont be getting hooked on Cocaine. I have always wanted to do mdma but I heard you get really depressed the next day and I dont need to feel anymore suicidal than I already do. Weed makes me eat everything 🤣
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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I didnt like ketamine to dissassociating (I cant spell) oh Im poor I wont be getting hooked on Cocaine. I have always wanted to do mdma but I heard you get really depressed the next day and I dont need to feel anymore suicidal than I already do. Weed makes me eat everything 🤣
Lol It'll sound weird to say but it's good you cant afford to get more of it. That stuff makes life even more miserable in all honesty. And youre kind of right on MDMA it makes things feel yucky afterwards. I personally like ketamine not for the euphoric effects but for dissociating and depression.
 
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Average Joe

Average Joe

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
419
Im glad that it provided you some relief, please be careful with it though as it could be a quick descent into many more problems.
It's quite hypocritical of me to say this since I abuse drugs, but addictions usually tend not to end well.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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everything for my body 🤭
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I heard cocaine is pure self-destruction in the longrun. It makes you really depressed. I never tried drugs, just a warning.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Be careful. It's easily and quite addictive.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Ya its good thing I cant afford it
 
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ForeverSleepy

ForeverSleepy

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Feb 12, 2023
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I have been using cocaine for the past 3 days but this time I have taken 8 very big lines ([[[edited in case of feds]]]]) after a pileup of a lot of shit. I might actually ctb today even by accident, I feel a genuine heart attack coming and my pressure just said 189/90 which is crazy.

Cocaine is fucking amazing. In small dosages, or even moderate, it makes you feel so happy and fullfilled...like a child, no joke!! If you do not want to die, do not take it everyday as resistance can build up and the urge to take more after taking coke is crazy, at least for me.

Anyways, that is just my little message, in case I actually leave today! I wish you all the best.
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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Drugs freak me out ever since I heard this PSA in college about how drug dealers bulk out cocaine with like washing powder and other crap and some other cheaper drug and don't even get me started on all the innocent people roped into these gangs to sell/transport them. The only redeeming thing about drugs is that the first few uses feel really nice and it makes you look cool in certain contexts. Drugs are expensive, highly unethical, terrible for your health both physically and mentally and can harm your relationships with others or make you lose your job. If you insist on going down this spiral though: grow weed in your basement idk at least then you know what's in it and (hopefully) the trail of blood is shorter.
 
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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

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Jul 12, 2025
176
If I had a drug of choice, it would be cocain. It feels great. When it wears off it feels horrible unless you take more. I can't afford that kind of escalating habit. It is nice though I will say that.
 
Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminati
Sep 9, 2018
3,070
I didn't feel much off it back in the day, but I would get the teeth grinding and faster heartbeat which was unpleasant when I tried to go to sleep later in the night. However every time I took it, I was already drunk too so I'm not sure how that affected things.
 
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Jun 1, 2023
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I literally posted about wanting to do cocaine at the end of this year. How do you compare it to alcohol? How is the high different?I've never tried a single thing other than alcohol.😞
no way to compere it, alcohol is an depressant coke are an stimulant compliantly different effects

coke makes you feel like your the top of the word for a little bit then you have to snort again and again and again and again and again and again and again whops there goes your night

it like all drugs you have to experience it to have any kind of idea of how it feals
 
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InspectorGrain

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Jul 31, 2025
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I tried Cocaine for the first time this weekend I was also a little drunk though to. I hadnt felt dopamine in so long. It was nice to feel energy, to feel social, and like I could focus even if it was temporary <3
Make sure you always reagant test!
 
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moribundwhispers

Experienced
Jul 1, 2025
215
i never really had any desire to try drugs other than ketamine after hearing about ketamine therapy as a "miracle cure" for depression. i don't think ill ever get my hands on it or have ketamine therapy before i ctb.
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,780
i never really had any desire to try drugs other than ketamine after hearing about ketamine therapy as a "miracle cure" for depression. i don't think ill ever get my hands on it or have ketamine therapy before i ctb.
I did 12 ketamine infusions didnt help but it helps a lot of people and is worth a try
 
BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
239
That brought back a little memory: The only time someone has offered me drugs it was cocaine, at high school. Didn't try it. Never have tried any drug. Don't like to depend on external stuff to feel anything, be it legal or not.
 
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