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i'm prescribed with biperiden for parkinsons, but like, i do not have parkinsons, i have tourettes, then another one for parkinsons but mixed with acetaminophen which is probably another muscle relaxant. i don't even get high unless you think feeling like you're floating is getting high? i know what high is like as i have taken benzos, and i had been injected diazepam iv at a psych ward (must be what heroin feels like) anyways, sometimes i would have sober moments where im like holy shit my memory is deteriorating !! and then i also have bad memory even though i play puzzle games everyday before bed, then again i am in my room everyday without social activity or sunlight.
 
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i'm prescribed with biperiden for parkinsons, but like, i do not have parkinsons, i have tourettes, then another one for parkinsons but mixed with acetaminophen which is probably another muscle relaxant. i don't even get high unless you think feeling like you're floating is getting high? i know what high is like as i have taken benzos, and i had been injected diazepam iv at a psych ward (must be what heroin feels like) anyways, sometimes i would have sober moments where im like holy shit my memory is deteriorating !! and then i also have bad memory even though i play puzzle games everyday before bed, then again i am in my room everyday without social activity or sunlight.
I mean yeah, but I take benzos, so you're supposed to get kinda high. Tho I rlly can't recommend taking them over a longer period of time, fucks with your memory. It's good that you play puzzle games tho, anything that involves heightened cognitive activity is good, even Duolingo lessons are sufficient. But yeah, I'm also without sunlight or social activity most of the time, it's definitely not healthy
 
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Yup, when I went on sertraline, it made me high/manic. When I take quetiapine it makes me feel sedated/floaty. benzos make me feel similar. olanzapine, clozapine, and respiridone all fucked up my memory
 

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