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M

Meowkin

Student
May 6, 2020
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I don't know if I'll ever ctb. I was planning on early may but as the day approached I became increasingly stressed. On the actual day when I went to my planned location, I ended up not doing it. I had everything ready too. I felt relieved at the time and felt a surge of optimism. I was positive I could try again. I told myself why not wait until end of June and see how things go.

Just two weeks later and I don't know if I can wait. If I were in this exact mood 2 weeks ago, I would probably have ctbd.

I still don't know if I can hold on until end of June, whether I'll actually end up doing it when the time comes or whether I'll do it earlier.
 
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