Chronic pain

[dano6533]

To all of those with chronic pain.
What do you do to distract yourself from the constant pain? And is the pain your main reason for wanting to CTB?

 

[Life sucks]

I have a sort of chronic pain, sometimes there are very intensive periods and sometimes it become less intensive but its still there. I've experienced a long period of intensive pain once that lasted for years.

My distractions are: Sleeping, food and drinks, anything related to sexuality like sexual thoughts, playing games, listening to music, watching anime, previously I went to gym and it was a distraction but never a solution.


my pain is one of the reasons but its not the only or main one. I've got a more complicated state and whenever I'm less pained I get anhedonic and its very ugly that I wish the pain comes again. Also not to mention the countless shitty stuff from life. All of these stuff get mixed together and form the reason for CTB.

 

[HelpPlease]

My head is fried

 

[omoidarui]

i've been prescribed amitriptyline at a low dosage for my chronic pain. it does help me feel more detached from it

 

[GeorgeJL]

For me it's tinnitus. Constant ringing in the ears. I can't drink beer, take psychedelics, smoke weed, or smoke a cigarette, watch TV, drive a car without it getting worse. It's starting to drive me crazy. The only thing that keeps my sanity is the hope that one day they will find a cure and an antidepressant medication. I feel for anyone that suffers.

I want to live until I'm an old man, but perhaps I won't make it like I hoped. My N is still waiting for me in the refrigerator once I'm ready to go.

 

[Nifi]

Yes i have chronic pain but if i would kill myself it's more because i don't want to accept it and cope with it. It's not that i suffer from a terminal disease, it's just that i don't want to find ways to live with a painful and shitty body.

 

[Karangel25]

For me it's tinnitus. Constant ringing in the ears. I can't drink beer, take psychedelics, smoke weed, or smoke a cigarette, watch TV, drive a car without it getting worse. It's starting to drive me crazy. The only thing that keeps my sanity is the hope that one day they will find a cure and an antidepressant medication. I feel for anyone that suffers.

I want to live until I'm an old man, but perhaps I won't make it like I hoped. My N is still waiting for me in the refrigerator once I'm ready to go.

Where'd you get n?

 

[GeorgeJL]

Where'd you get n?

I got it from J. But J doesn't sell anymore. You'll have to go to the peaceful pill handbook and find seller A for that. As far as I know he's still selling N.

I hope these are ligit copies of the PPH, not 100 percent sure.

April 8, 2019 PPH
https://mega.nz/#F!0w9GxAYb!BCQsghRpneVXDXoGwuQEOg

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-2NX0jVOjCrOJycMsy3KLXHMSGL3MSnV