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Chronic pain

dano6533

dano6533

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Apr 30, 2018
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To all of those with chronic pain.
What do you do to distract yourself from the constant pain? And is the pain your main reason for wanting to CTB?
 
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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
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I have a sort of chronic pain, sometimes there are very intensive periods and sometimes it become less intensive but its still there. I've experienced a long period of intensive pain once that lasted for years.

My distractions are: Sleeping, food and drinks, anything related to sexuality like sexual thoughts, playing games, listening to music, watching anime, previously I went to gym and it was a distraction but never a solution.


my pain is one of the reasons but its not the only or main one. I've got a more complicated state and whenever I'm less pained I get anhedonic and its very ugly that I wish the pain comes again. Also not to mention the countless shitty stuff from life. All of these stuff get mixed together and form the reason for CTB.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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i’ve been prescribed amitriptyline at a low dosage for my chronic pain. it does help me feel more detached from it
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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Mar 7, 2019
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For me it's tinnitus. Constant ringing in the ears. I can't drink beer, take psychedelics, smoke weed, or smoke a cigarette, watch TV, drive a car without it getting worse. It's starting to drive me crazy. The only thing that keeps my sanity is the hope that one day they will find a cure and an antidepressant medication. I feel for anyone that suffers.

I want to live until I'm an old man, but perhaps I won't make it like I hoped. My N is still waiting for me in the refrigerator once I'm ready to go.
 
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Nifi

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Mar 7, 2019
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Yes i have chronic pain but if i would kill myself it's more because i don't want to accept it and cope with it. It's not that i suffer from a terminal disease, it's just that i don't want to find ways to live with a painful and shitty body.
 
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Karangel25

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Mar 9, 2019
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GeorgeJL said:
For me it's tinnitus. Constant ringing in the ears. I can't drink beer, take psychedelics, smoke weed, or smoke a cigarette, watch TV, drive a car without it getting worse. It's starting to drive me crazy. The only thing that keeps my sanity is the hope that one day they will find a cure and an antidepressant medication. I feel for anyone that suffers.

I want to live until I'm an old man, but perhaps I won't make it like I hoped. My N is still waiting for me in the refrigerator once I'm ready to go.
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