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4everDone

4everDone

death is freedom
Feb 2, 2024
124
If hypothetically there was a way to reverse time I would without a doubt invest all of my time into studies and getting a proper education. And also along the way I would love to get rid of my anxiety
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,916
Not having the car crash in 2015 that caused me to have chronic pain 100% of the time.

Walter
 
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BitSad

Member
Feb 21, 2024
15
The choice of having changed job.
On paper it was perfect: not traveling so much anymore (used to travel a lot, away from my wife), somehow better salary, more benefits. Only one thing: I did not hear the voice inside me "this position is a trap". Too high stress and I burnt out quickly.
And that's the second time that happens to me in life. Yet developed reactive depression, for the second time. But I feel this time is so much worse.
 
Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
223
I wish I had killed my parents and suicide when I was a child and had the thought and the chance.
 
emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
212
my entire brain chemistry. get rid of my tourettes, get rid of everything that makes me as unlikable and disgusting i am. i'd also change my weight to be significantly lower but you said one thing so
 
WeakWeave

WeakWeave

Dirty Commie
Dec 27, 2023
18
I wish I could just go back and fix everything I hate about myself. If I had the option to change everything about me I'd do it.
 
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innominesatanas44

innominesatanas44

🇷🇸
Feb 16, 2023
165
i'd go back and lose the sperm race
 
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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
I would love to not have mental illness ❣
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
I'm not really sure...I don't think anything could actually make me happy.

I guess I would change my depression because it holds me back and makes me tired all the time to the point I barely get anything done.
 
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VoidedExistence

Student
Dec 6, 2023
105
my unwillingness to do anything. i would either kill myself to save me from this hell hole or fix myself
 
BorderlineChellery

BorderlineChellery

I was never meant for this life...
Feb 19, 2024
66
Myself. Let me be a penguin or a cat
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
430
No more executive dysfunction. It would fix so many of the other problems I'm having.
 

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