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celtistan

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Jun 4, 2025
26
A week ago

At 5 PM, i took:

- 20 mg metoclopramid
- 8 mg ondasetron

Around 6 PM, I took:

- 50 x 250 mg chloroquine
- 40 x 3 mg eszopiclone (equivalent of ≈ 300 mg zopiclone).

I dont have memory of what happened afterward until waking up at the ICU. But apparently as i was told i phoned my parent at 11 PM semi-consciously, and was admitted to the ICU by 12 PM, where they gave me activated charcoal and other treatments.

I have no idea how did i manage to survive for nearly 6 hours post-ingestion until i even started regaining consciousness, it is documented in literature to be fatal within 1-3 hours and is considered reliable by all renowned books. And no i didnt vomit.

Anyway, even though i have no memory of anything until waking up at ICU, it wasnt an experience that i would consider even getting close to anytime in the future. I spent 3 days at the ICU and was released the fourth day, the worst things that happened to me was hypotension, low blood pressure, low blood oxygen level (87%), and aspiration (likely from the charcoal).

I give up suicide.
 
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U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
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God, brutal. Brains and bodies on autopilot...shit. I hope you're holding up well as could be imagined...🫂
 
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kagebunshin

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Dec 17, 2023
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Thank you for sharing your experience. Commiserations, it sounds terrible.
 
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He who has not tasted grapes says sour
Aug 17, 2025
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I'm sorry that happened to you.🫂
 
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quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
507
A week ago

At 5 PM, i took:

- 20 mg metoclopramid
- 8 mg ondasetron

Around 6 PM, I took:

- 50 x 250 mg chloroquine
- 40 x 3 mg eszopiclone (equivalent of ≈ 300 mg zopiclone).

I dont have memory of what happened afterward until waking up at the ICU. But apparently as i was told i phoned my parent at 11 PM semi-consciously, and was admitted to the ICU by 12 PM, where they gave me activated charcoal and other treatments.

I have no idea how did i manage to survive for nearly 6 hours post-ingestion until i even started regaining consciousness, it is documented in literature to be fatal within 1-3 hours and is considered reliable by all renowned books. And no i didnt vomit.

Anyway, even though i have no memory of anything until waking up at ICU, it wasnt an experience that i would consider even getting close to anytime in the future. I spent 3 days at the ICU and was released the fourth day, the worst things that happened to me was hypotension, low blood pressure, low blood oxygen level (87%), and aspiration (likely from the charcoal).

I give up suicide.
Only guesses I have:
- sedative you took may protect against chloroquine. Don't know if yours does but apparently diazepam does
- Medication was expired or some degree counterfeit/not the actual dosage

Sometimes certain people may just have natural resistance to certain od's.

Hard to tell. Sorry
 
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celtistan

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Jun 4, 2025
26
Medication was expired or some degree counterfeit/not the actual dosage
No, the least of them was a year before expiration.

Regarding diazepam, it is true studies showed an antidotal effect against chloroquine overdose, but this is exactly why literature suggests using z-drugs (e.g zopiclone , zolpedim) as sedatives instead, which is what i did.
 
quietwoods

quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
507
No, the least of them was a year before expiration.

Regarding diazepam, it is true studies showed an antidotal effect against chloroquine overdose, but this is exactly why literature suggests using z-drugs (e.g zopiclone , zolpedim) as sedatives instead, which is what i did.
My money would be on counterfeit then. You had more than the lethal dosage, no reason why that shouldn't of worked.

Then again who knows. Even reliable ODs can fail for no clear reason.
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
A week ago

At 5 PM, i took:

- 20 mg metoclopramid
- 8 mg ondasetron

Around 6 PM, I took:

- 50 x 250 mg chloroquine
- 40 x 3 mg eszopiclone (equivalent of ≈ 300 mg zopiclone).

I dont have memory of what happened afterward until waking up at the ICU. But apparently as i was told i phoned my parent at 11 PM semi-consciously, and was admitted to the ICU by 12 PM, where they gave me activated charcoal and other treatments.

I have no idea how did i manage to survive for nearly 6 hours post-ingestion until i even started regaining consciousness, it is documented in literature to be fatal within 1-3 hours and is considered reliable by all renowned books. And no i didnt vomit.

Anyway, even though i have no memory of anything until waking up at ICU, it wasnt an experience that i would consider even getting close to anytime in the future. I spent 3 days at the ICU and was released the fourth day, the worst things that happened to me was hypotension, low blood pressure, low blood oxygen level (87%), and aspiration (likely from the charcoal).

I give up suicide.
The literature says that two or more packages of 40 tablets are guaranteed to be a lethal dose (i.e. a lethal dose of 80 tablets or more), but you only took 50 tablets. Perhaps this interfered with the result.
You crushed the pills into powder? Did you eat before dinner?
 
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celtistan

Member
Jun 4, 2025
26
"Two packets (40 × 250mg tablets) or more is a reliable, lethal dose."
92 page of peace tablet.
I suppose you mean peaceful pill handbook. Which is what you are quoting right now.

Anyway Yes, a packet is 20 tablets, two packets is 40, he says two packets or more. if you read further, you'll find that he afterall recommended 50 tables x 250 mg.
 
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Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
I suppose you mean peaceful pill handbook. Which is what you are quoting right now.

Anyway Yes, a packet is 20 tablets, two packets is 40, he says two packets or more. if you read further, you'll find that he afterall recommended 50 tables x 250 mg.
Sorry, I'm so stupid. I misunderstood the instructions.

Then I deeply don't understand the reason for your survival. Are you just lucky? This has noticeably undermined my trust in the peaceful pill...
 
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monny yanny

Member
Oct 7, 2025
36
The only possibility is that he vomited without remembering it. As we all know, if you vomit, it doesn't matter if you ingested a lethal dose.
 

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