Childhood photos

[innominesatanas44]

I feel sad when I look at those photos. Baby me had no idea he would grow up into a loser. I thought I'd have new fun experiences and meet new interesting people. No, just years of mental illness and gore and far right internet brainrot shit that doesn't matter in the real world. I thought I was going to be digging up dinosaur bones or be a fireman when I grew up, but I'll probably just kill myself. I don't see a future to look forward to. Aging is just watching the list of people in this world who love you get smaller and smaller. When my grandma is gone, my dog and my mother too, then I will have no one left who loves me. Why even be alive at that point.

 

[KillingPain267]

Oh I feel the same. And when I see children now, I wish I could tell them to enjoy life now, it's only getting worse.

Fun fact: nostalgia used to be called a disease of the brain, because nostalgia can really cripple a person mentally. I wish there was a treatment for it, but now it's just seen as a quirky cultural phenomenon. But thinking of good memories makes me tear up to the point I have to numb myself by watching gore (which I vehemently opposed watching as a kid).