Chat to as I’m in hospital

[Brokensaddle]

Hey is anyone up for a chat and keeping me company as I'm in psych hospital and very unlikely I'll be let out soon so I'm pretty much screwed

 

[bearbrikk]

Hey, what happend?

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Absolutely, what's up?

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

We can talk~

 

[Brokensaddle]

Absolutely, what's up?

Thank you
I'm on 1:1
Extremely bored
Very scared about section
How are things with you?

We can talk

Hiiii
I'm so bored and extremely scared and stressed
I'm on 1:1 and can't leave

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Thank you
I'm on 1:1
Extremely bored
Very scared about section
How are things with you?

I'm at work. I work alone most of the time so I can openly cry if I want. I spent time in the hospital last year. I understand how you feel.

 

[PoisonTeaTime]

I'm surprised as to how you're able to access the Internet in a psyche ward. When I was forced into one, there was no outside interference other than books, visits, and TV.

 

[Brokensaddle]

I'm surprised as to how you're able to access the Internet in a psyche ward. When I was forced into one, there was no outside interference other than books, visits, and TV.

I'm in the uk so I guess we are allowed too
Thank god
I think it's to call family and friends

I'm surprised as to how you're able to access the Internet in a psyche ward. When I was forced into one, there was no outside interference other than books, visits, and TV.

I sent you dm explaining what happened because i feel so nervous and scared sharing publicly

 

[Brokensaddle]

Boosting this trying to pass the time and make friends. Very anxious guys so come say hi

 

[untothedepths]

Are you getting enough to eat? Are you getting enough sleep? Do you have an activities to do besides being on your phone?

 

[Traveller12724]

Hey, I am new here but I saw your post and thought I would say hi.
I plan on ctbing towards the end of the year hopefully so I am enjoying the last of the time I have left. I am hoping I don't get scared when the time comes. I am convinced I am ready though so I am just collecting what I need for when the time comes. How are you holding in the psych ward ? Any good books that might alleviate your boredom ?

 

[Brokensaddle]

Are you getting enough to eat? Are you getting enough sleep? Do you have an activities to do besides being on your phone?

I haven't eaten as I had a huge burst up with my favourite nurse. She's not from psych but believe me she deserved it today. My only regret I didn't have a bigger go at her. I did sleep enough

 

[untothedepths]

I haven't eaten as I had a huge burst up with my favourite nurse. She's not from psych but believe me she deserved it today. My only regret I didn't have a bigger go at her. I did sleep enough

I'm guessing you had an argument with her? Sorry, just unfamiliar with the term burst up.

 

[Brokensaddle]

Hey, I am new here but I saw your post and thought I would say hi.
I plan on ctbing towards the end of the year hopefully so I am enjoying the last of the time I have left. I am hoping I don't get scared when the time comes. I am convinced I am ready though so I am just collecting what I need for when the time comes. How are you holding in the psych ward ? Any good books that might alleviate your boredom ?

I'm in bed because something more serious put me and my body in hospital. Nice to meet you. I'm scared and extremely anxious as I have autism and adhd. Books wise tat super great questions I have audible, I'm listening to the hobbit, I have two of jazz Thornton books. But what I'm listening to right now is book called Girl in Pieces By Kathleen Glasgow, about a girl who ends up in psych and her life

I'm guessing you had an argument with her? Sorry, just unfamiliar with the term burst up.

A big argument
I was going to say sorry later on because I said I hated her but she apparently knew my plan to transfer me to different hospital days ago so I feel this was her way pushing me away. Anyway screw her I'm better off

 

[oblivion567]

Hey is anyone up for a chat and keeping me company as I'm in psych hospital and very unlikely I'll be let out soon so I'm pretty much screwed

I'm so sorry about that! I hope you're doing as well as you can be doing in that situation.

 

[Brokensaddle]

I'm so sorry about that! I hope you're doing as well as you can be doing in that situation.

I'm so scared and anxious
Also my body is in physical pain and I need physiotherapy for it. How are things with you? Any plans for the weekend?

 

[oblivion567]

I'm so scared and anxious
Also my body is in physical pain and I need physiotherapy for it. How are things with you? Any plans for the weekend?

I'm really sorry to hear that, i know my words cannot provide much comfort, but I'm proud of you for reaching out to the community. I don't have many plans, ive been going through a lot of life changes recently so ill just be focusing on CTB

 

[Brokensaddle]

I'm really sorry to hear that, i know my words cannot provide much comfort, but I'm proud of you for reaching out to the community. I don't have many plans, ive been going through a lot of life changes recently so ill just be focusing on CTB

I more then happy that you're keeping me company while I'm going through this hell. Any ctb method you decide on?

 

[oblivion567]

I more then happy that you're keeping me company while I'm going through this hell. Any ctb method you decide on?

I'm trying vsed for the first time now, it seems to be going well but i also really want to get shit faced one last time before i die. I'm looking at more methods still just in case too.

 

[Brokensaddle]

I'm trying vsed for the first time now, it seems to be going well but i also really want to get shit faced one last time before i die. I'm looking at more methods still just in case too.

Sounds nice and promising
Hopefully you'll see it through and get the peace you deserve at the end of day. I love beer, gin sand whiskey : )

 

[oblivion567]

Sounds nice and promising
Hopefully you'll see it through and get the peace you deserve at the end of day. I love beer, gin sand whiskey : )

As stupid as it sounds, i just want to die still looking pretty idk its so dumb but i feel like its a promising way for that to happen

 

[Brokensaddle]

As stupid as it sounds, i just want to die still looking pretty idk its so dumb but i feel like its a promising way for that to happen

It's not dumb I never thought I'd make to my 20s and hopefully I won't ever make to my 30s. My only regret would be I have always been an outcast and never made any friends. I wish I had at least one person in real life who i could call mine

 

[oblivion567]

It's not dumb I never thought I'd make to my 20s and hopefully I won't ever make to my 30s. My only regret would be I have always been an outcast and never made any friends. I wish I had at least one person in real life who i could call mine

I understand that, i feel the same way. I'm not really good with social situations irl but I've been able to coast by on my looks. But I've just always been used as a sex object or just always the second choice no matter how much love i give to someone. I feel like i just dont have a any hope for the future

 

[Brokensaddle]

I understand that, i feel the same way. I'm not really good with social situations irl but I've been able to coast by on my looks. But I've just always been used as a sex object or just always the second choice no matter how much love i give to someone. I feel like i just dont have a any hope for the future

I've been cheated on but mostly I just self isolate and sabotage because of negative experiences. I'm scared to commit and pull away as soon I feel it gets serious but I'm guy btw so my experience may differ a lot from yours

 

[oblivion567]

I've been cheated on but mostly I just self isolate and sabotage because of negative experiences. I'm scared to commit and pull away as soon I feel it gets serious but I'm guy btw so my experience may differ a lot from yours

We're also just different people so i understand our experiences won't be the same. Im sorry you went through that, being cheated on is really rough to go through repeatedly. I've been with a lot of people with commitment issues but i have the opposite issue, i get attached and am not good with nonverbal cues

 

[Brokensaddle]

We're also just different people so i understand our experiences won't be the same. Im sorry you went through that, being cheated on is really rough to go through repeatedly. I've been with a lot of people with commitment issues but i have the opposite issue, i get attached and am not good with nonverbal cues

Not only did I have to go through emotion and psychological abuse as a teen. I was subjected to physical abuse and sa as kid so i freeze up and crawl into a hole when im put into distressing situations

 

[oblivion567]

Not only did I have to go through emotion and psychological abuse as a teen. I was subjected to physical abuse and sa as kid so i freeze up and crawl into a hole when im put into distressing situations

Thank you for being so vulnerable with me, i also went through a lot of rape, sa, abuse, neglect, so if you ever want to talk about it I'm always avaliable to lend an ear while I'm still alive haha

 

[Brokensaddle]

Thank you for being so vulnerable with me, i also went through a lot of rape, sa, abuse, neglect, so if you ever want to talk about it I'm always avaliable to lend an ear while I'm still alive haha

Thank you
You're too kind
Very much appreciated
I'm guessing because you're new, your dm won't be open until you post a certain number of post on here

 

[oblivion567]

Thank you
You're too kind
Very much appreciated
I'm guessing because you're new, your dm won't be open until you post a certain number of post on here

Yeah, and i have to wait for 4pm cst for the 24 hr mark. Am i alowed to give a user for a different platform here or no? If you're needing it ofc

 

[Brokensaddle]

Yeah, and i have to wait for 4pm cst for the 24 hr mark. Am i alowed to give a user for a different platform here or no? If you're needing it ofc

Only if feel comfortable sharing me. What i would suggest is that if your happy to share it I will like and note it down and once I have liked it you edit or delete your post for privacy reasons