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hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
Originally I was going to rent a hotel and partial hang because I can't do it at my house because I feel guilty about doing it with my dog there. But, a hotel is too expensive with such short notice. (I'm ctb this weekend)
I think I'm going to go with jumping. I plan on catching a ride to my downtown area, getting a couple of drinks beforehand and finding the highest parking garage nearby and jumping off of it. Does this sound like a thoughtful plan? I believe if I get drunk enough, I will definitely be able to go through with it. Just don't know if parking garages are high enough.

Anyways, sending all of you some love

xx
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
With the right height yeah , it would work . When you jump you have to aim for your head or neck so you ctb almost instantly .
I wish you the best hun.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
I would not use a structure less than 150 feet, ideally more

Landing on your head is very difficult to do
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
ah that makes total sense
You will probably need to do some research to find a place high enough. Over water can also work provided that it's 250 feet or more

Another crucial thing: make sure there is no one below you and that the surface is sufficiently hard
 
hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
You will probably need to do some research to find a place high enough. Over water can also work provided that it's 250 feet or more

Another crucial thing: make sure there is no one below you and that the surface is sufficiently hard
The parking garage I have in mind is over concrete. Also, someone in my city has previously used the same garage to ctb and they were successful, so I have hope that it'll be enough.
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
The parking garage I have in mind is over concrete. Also, someone in my city has previously used the same garage to ctb and they were successful, so I have hope that it'll be enough.
How many stories is it?

One user here has suggested obtaining a green laser distance measure to check the height of a structure if you aren't certain about it
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
You'd be lucky to find a parking garage 50 feet tall. That's not enough height. You're only going to end up maiming yourself. It's a bad plan. You're going to likely survive the attempt and be in worse shape than you are now.
 
hybridtheory

hybridtheory

kels
Jun 22, 2019
487
How many stories is it?

One user here has suggested obtaining a green laser distance measure to check the height of a structure if you aren't certain about it
It's 9 stories
You'd be lucky to find a parking garage 50 feet tall. That's not enough height. You're only going to end up maiming yourself. It's a bad plan. You're going to likely survive the attempt and be in worse shape than you are now.
Okay thank you though.
 
Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
Okay. There's nothing higher than that that's accessible unfortunately. Guess this idea is out lol.
In my city there are parking structure that are 9 stories that people have been successful with CTB over the past couple of years.

I'm thinking if doing the same if I can't get a hold of SN :/
 

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