sheburnedmedown
Not even the People's champion
- Jul 9, 2026
- 13
I met this one girl online and we quickly became friends. Usually it's very hard to click with someone this quick but anyway we did and we also became something romantic too but unfortunately it didn't last long because i was a fucking dumbass who lies about every little thing and had a miserable life with no future and i didn't want her to know about the real me, the insanely pathetic one. So I kind of just ended it even though I still liked her and all. It's been few years and I've sort of moved on but the problem is that I'm still old pathetic self. Unable to make any progress and everytime i do i regress back further steps than even before. I really hate myself and I'm finding it extremely hard to change. I feel like there's no hope for me at all because i can't do anything because I'm lazy and hate effort. I'm also a major coward too and it has not only impacted myself but others too. I really want to change but cant.
