catching my plane tomorrow!

[TheGoodGuy]

it's 11:08pm.. ah denmark. had some good memories there, my ex used to study there in cph. 711 was a godsend lol

there's a fair few reasons, lack of acceptance, bpd, ptsd, night terrors, not being able to uphold a job, homelessness soon, mental health team abandoning you at the smallest things, people giving up on you..

Well I am not judging I don´t care about age or reason behind it just curious about it; no one asked to be born so everyone have the right to die. What is your method?

 

[Aleksandra]

Well I am not judging I don´t care about age or reason behind it just curious about it; no one asked to be born so everyone have the right to die. What is your method?

SN in the form of pills, i'm taking 25 :)

 

[TheGoodGuy]

SN in the form of pills, i'm taking 25 :)

Alrighty then good riddence I wish I had the courage to shoot myself in the head tonight while drunk but I don´t..

 

[Aleksandra]

just took my final dose of anti sickness pills bois, all the anxiety has now gone:D

Alrighty then good riddence I wish I had the courage to shoot myself in the head tonight while drunk but I don´t..

it's okay, your time will come when it's right, doesn't matter that it's not now

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

How do I PM on here lol...don't wanna hikack your thread.

But it's a long story for her surname. I don't really know. We were told 1 name..then another..told she was from Russia but that records were lost.

Then my aunt did a DNA test thing and it revealed Polish from that side. So idk. I know my mom was crushed because of all the lies and misinformation.

I don't put any stock in my family anyway so no surprise.

Sorry, long story lol.

 

[Aleksandra]

How do I PM on here lol...don't wanna hikack your thread.

But it's a long story for her surname. I don't really know. We were told 1 name..then another..told she was from Russia but that records were lost.

Then my aunt did a DNA test thing and it revealed Polish from that side. So idk. I know my mom was crushed because of all the lies and misinformation.

I don't put any stock in my family anyway so no surprise.

Sorry, long story lol.

if there's a w in place of a v then it's most likely polish xd

 

[TheGoodGuy]

t's okay, your time will come when it's right, doesn't matter that it's not now

Thanks except I am suffering from physical problems and mental ones and also halve like 60$ left for this month.

 

[Aleksandra]

Thanks except I am suffering from physical problems and mental ones and also halve like 60$ left for this month.

if i still have any money in my danish card i'll be more than happy to send it over

 

[TheGoodGuy]

if i still have any money in my danish card i'll be more than happy to send it over

No thank you I don´t wanna beg for money to strangers I just wish I could get disability

 

[Dystopia]

Ill be around all night so I'll be here with you, I'm not getting notifications sometimes

 

[Aleksandra]

Ill be around all night so I'll be here with you, I'm not getting notifications sometimes

lovin you

No thank you I don´t wanna beg for money to strangers I just wish I could get disability

i understand, it's mostly because since i'm gunna be dead then i can't really use it can i XD

 

[Stan]

I'll be around as well, I don't think whatever you decide you will be alone tonight

 

[Evacplan33]

Here with you.

 

[woxihuanni]

If I cannot stay awake, thank you for having been there. Sending you love and hugs and wishes for peace, safe travels...

 

[binturong]

I'll be here to support, any choice.

 

[HitchHiker]

I don't think I will be around at 2am, I'm usually zonked by 12am and have work tomorrow. But I'm glad to see there will be some lovely people here to keep you company.

I wish so much there was another way out of this hell for you, I really do.

Xx

 

[Aleksandra]

thanks for not letting me die alone tonight guys, that was my biggest fear in life, is not having people there before i die. that with being forgotten d:

fun fact: my favourite animal are bears. every type, especially pandas. but i've had this teddy bear since i was born, i have him with me right now, along with you guys

 

[woxihuanni]

My teddy bear says hi. :)

 

[HitchHiker]

thanks for not letting me die alone tonight guys, that was my biggest fear in life, is not having people there before i die. that with being forgotten d:

fun fact: my favourite animal are bears. every type, especially pandas. but i've had this teddy bear since i was born, i have him with me right now, along with you guys

Pandas rock!

 

[Stan]

Something for you..............

 

[nothingleft]

Here too.

thanks for not letting me die alone tonight guys, that was my biggest fear in life, is not having people there before i die. that with being forgotten d:

fun fact: my favourite animal are bears. every type, especially pandas. but i've had this teddy bear since i was born, i have him with me right now, along with you guys

I watched a vid about twin baby pandas last night. They usually don't survive so the zookeepers alternated the babies back and forth to the mother so she wouldn't realize. <3

You're definitely not alone.

 

[Aleksandra]

My teddy bear says hi. :)

mine says hi!! i'm definitely holding him forever across that rainbow bridge

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Something for you..............

that's so pretty, thank you so much

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

I sincerely hope you wake up and are standing at that bridge.

I always told my pets about that bridge when they passed.

Ah makes me very sad but it's a beautiful thing.

 

[Aleksandra]

though it's not a panda, this is my favourite bear video ever

I sincerely hope you wake up and are standing at that bridge.

I always told my pets about that bridge when they passed.

Ah makes me very sad but it's a beautiful thing.

yes, it fits me far better than heaven. i talk about never being a kid i guess now i can be one, ive never been happier

 

[HitchHiker]

though it's not a panda, this is my favourite bear video ever



yes, it fits me far better than heaven. i talk about never being a kid i guess now i can be one, ive never been happier

Ahhhh cuteness overload!

 

[DepressionsAHo]

You should give this a listen before you go

 

[Aleksandra]

ok so i'm pushing it to 1 instead, just gunna watch some childhood shows and be on my way when my last dose kicks in

 

[woxihuanni]

ok so i'm pushing it to 1 instead, just gunna watch some childhood shows and be on my way when my last dose kicks in

Is it because you cannot wait?

 

[Aleksandra]

Is it because you cannot wait?

it's because my anti vomiting meds are making me really drowsy, and i didn't sleep too well either:(

 

[HitchHiker]

ok so i'm pushing it to 1 instead, just gunna watch some childhood shows and be on my way when my last dose kicks in

I hope the other side is beautiful for you.

Truly sad to see you go.

Goodnight lovely xx