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i'm about to take my anti nausea pill, takes 2 hours to kick in!
dancing and singing along to fucking gwen stefani, not long to go!
 
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I'll be sending positive vibes and energy from deep in the heart of Texas.
 
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peaky blinders starts in 14 minutes, i'll start filling the pills then:D
 
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Enjoy peaky blinders. Hugs
 
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i cant actually take the pills until after 10:30, but i'm going to clean a little and i don't think i'll be going to the sea, it's really cold and i haven't eaten for nearly 12 hours:( i'm thinking of taking a nice long bath. a bit gutted i won't get to see the last two episodes
 
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i cant actually take the pills until after 10:30, but i'm going to clean a little and i don't think i'll be going to the sea, it's really cold and i haven't eaten for nearly 12 hours:( i'm thinking of taking a nice long bath. a bit gutted i won't get to see the last two episodes

Why not enjoy and say hell to cleaning? It's OK to be selfish a bit. Ah, sorry I misunderstood.
 
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Why not enjoy and say hell to cleaning? It's OK to be selfish a bit. Ah, sorry I misunderstood.
i don't want to leave a mess for you know who, but 5 more minutes for the episode !! i'm tempted to just fill them now and then watch the rest in a bath, i'm already feeling drowsy from my meds:(
 
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i don't want to leave a mess for you know who, but 5 more minutes for the episode !! i'm tempted to just fill them now and then watch the rest in a bath, i'm already feeling drowsy from my meds:(

I love baths. Hope you have plenty of bubbles and some soothing candles to hand x
 
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episode started, starting to fill the pills now !!
 
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Just finished reading you thread. I'm sad things came to this. But I'm also happy that you nightmare will be over soon. Take care, my thoughts and hearth will be there with you Natalia :heart:
 
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episode finished, filled 25 pills, currently in bath. not sure what to do now D:
Just finished reading you thread. I'm sad things came to this. But I'm also happy that you nightmare will be over soon. Take care, my thoughts and hearth will be there with you Natalia :heart:
dziękuje :(
 
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I don't know what i should write to you except huge hugs. And whatever is your decision i wish you many pink rainbows with a huge amount of glitter.
 
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I don't know what i should write to you except huge hugs. And whatever is your decision i wish you many pink rainbows with a huge amount of glitter.
all the glitter ♥️
 
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I would like to say goodbye to you and hope the rainbow brings all that you want. You have left a positive mark on us all here. I hope the peace comes for you. :heart:
 
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Are you going to stay in the bath? I just heard some people get quite hot from SN
 
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I would like to say goodbye to you and hope the rainbow brings all that you want. You have left a positive mark on us all here. I hope the peace comes for you. :heart:
goodbye friend, i wish you all the love and happiness should you decide to give life a chance ♥️
Are you going to stay in the bath? I just heard some people get quite hot from SN
i'm not doing it now! i'm just having a last bath:)
 
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episode finished, filled 25 pills, currently in bath. not sure what to do now D:

dziękuje :(
Did you have any songs ready to listen to at this time? That's what I'd be doing.. chilling to my playlist ❤️
 
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You can still change your mind if you're not ready. :hug: :aw:
 
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i'm currently listening to this song, it's very calming if anyone's interested


i have actually started to cry
why:(
 
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You joined a little before me so its a bit like classmates who joined at the same time. Plus the calmness and dignity with how you are right now is overwhelming
 
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Relax and enjoy your bath. Just be peaceful and happy.

Remember, you can do this any time. Only if it's right.

Having come very close but never tried, I feel like..one knows when they're ready to truly make an attempt. When desire outways SI, hope, alternatives, etc.

Even coming this far, feel no pressure and no stress.
 
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I'm glad you're in a peaceful place... I've realized this community is pretty beautiful.
 
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You joined a little before me so its a bit like classmates who joined at the same time. Plus the calmness and dignity with how you are right now is overwhelming
i think the calmness is due to the meds i took xd i'll still be here i think for another hour or so, just making sure my pills are fully working. also i want a few more fags xd
Relax and enjoy your bath. Just be peaceful and happy.

Remember, you can do this any time. Only if it's right.

Having come very close but never tried, I feel like..one knows when they're ready to truly make an attempt. When desire outways SI, hope, alternatives, etc.

Even coming this far, feel no pressure and no stress.
yes i'll definitely do it when i feel like it, even if i decide it's not today. but i'm definitely feeling it, finally it's quiet. so much noise for the past few months, it's quiet
 
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i think the calmness is due to the meds i took xd i'll still be here i think for another hour or so, just making sure my pills are fully working. also i want a few more fags xd
I am having a whisky and toasting the screen in your honour. Will also have a few Malboro Gold to keep you company
 
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I am having a whisky and toasting the screen in your honour. Will also have a few Malboro Gold to keep you company
gotta tell you a secret, i smoke menthol ;) scum aren't i XD
 
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