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Aleksandra

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here's another song you should all check out, i relate to it a lot. maybe you all can too


I call you posh! :smiling:
i'm not complaining, i pay £6 per pack ;)
 
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DeathImminent

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You dont have to do this , you dont owe anything to nobody
 
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I wish you peace :)
 
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I could forgive only you for smoking menthol. :P
 
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I am back after a while, a failed attempt. I wish you peace.
 
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Aleksandra

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you're all missing out if you're not smoking menthol xd im getting out of the bath now
I only smoke menthol too. Can't stand normal cigs anymore. They're gonna be banned next year as well :(
i get mine from a polski sklep, £6 a pack. idk where you live but if there's a żabka or any polish shop, worth asking if they sell LD menthols!
i think i'm going to have my last cigarette now, and watch a movie, then go through with it
 
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I hope you find peace - and wish you luck on your final journey ❤️
 
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you're all missing out if you're not smoking menthol xd im getting out of the bath now

i get mine from a polski sklep, £6 a pack. idk where you live but if there's a żabka or any polish shop, worth asking if they sell LD menthols!
i think i'm going to have my last cigarette now, and watch a movie, then go through with it

Wow that's a great price, will look out for that!

I'm in the UK, the ban is an EU thing...

What film are you going to watch?
either suspiria or suicide room (one of my favourite polish films xd)

thank you angel

Suspiria is an amazing film! You have good taste, I love REM too.
 
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Lady black

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either suspiria or suicide room (one of my favourite polish films xd)
I have polish ancestors, so you are originally from poland?
 
Aleksandra

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Wow that's a great price, will look out for that!

I'm in the UK, the ban is an EU thing...

What film are you going to watch?


Suspiria is an amazing film! You have good taste, I love REM too.
i'm in the uk too, that's why i said find a polish shop for imported stuff XD i've never seen it?
I have polish ancestors, so you are originally from poland?
yes d:
 
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It's a great film. The remake is a lot longer than the original (both good).

I've never seen suicide room, will have to check it out.

How are you feeling?
 
Aleksandra

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if anyone isn't awake for 2ish am then i wish you farewell, i love you all a lot. this support is overwhelming and i can't thank you all enough
 
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Godspeed. Safe travels. You're loved. ❤️
 
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It's a great film. The remake is a lot longer than the original (both good).

I've never seen suicide room, will have to check it out.

How are you feeling?
bloody nearly 3 hours XD i wanted to watch this for ages as i knew thom yorke is the composer xd

suicide room is sad. mostly about a boy who turns to the internet for support, he meets a chatroom full of people who are planning on suicide, his parents pay no attention to him etc. spoiler; by the end he does kill himself and his mama goes on to that site to thank everyone for supporting her son
 
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Lady black

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Wish you good luck and many hugs, I´m thinking of you and hope you will go to heaven
 
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I'll be around. Only 5pm here.

I wish I'd gotten to talk to you more! My grandmother came over from Russia, and I recently learned she may have been Polish.

Such a strange world.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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if anyone isn't awake for 2ish am then i wish you farewell, i love you all a lot. this support is overwhelming and i can't thank you all enough
What is the time in the UK right now? It´s 00.07Am in Denmark right now. And what is your method and why do you wanna die? (not that you NEED a reason any reason will do for me just curious)
 
Aleksandra

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What is the time in the UK right now? It´s 00.07Am in DK right now. And what is your method and why do you wanna die? (not that you NEED a reason any reason will do for me just curious)
it's 11:08pm.. ah denmark. had some good memories there, my ex used to study there in cph. 711 was a godsend lol

there's a fair few reasons, lack of acceptance, bpd, ptsd, night terrors, not being able to uphold a job, homelessness soon, mental health team abandoning you at the smallest things, people giving up on you..
I'll be around. Only 5pm here.

I wish I'd gotten to talk to you more! My grandmother came over from Russia, and I recently learned she may have been Polish.

Such a strange world.
may i ask what the surname is? i can tell you if she is xd
 
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