catching my plane tomorrow!

[Aleksandra]

I sincerely wish you all the best, have a peaceful journey and rest in piece. I am going to miss you, no doubt about that, I really enjoyed talking to to, it really has been a pleasure. All the best, maybe we will meet again in another and hopefully better life.

thank you

Does he know what you're planning?

It might not change anything at all. But your subconscious mind told you something last night.

That's the big thing. We must always listen to our gut feelings, our instincts, our subconscious. Can't ignore those things.

yes i told him my plans, and his final words to me was "whatever, people die and it's not on me to stop you, so do whatever you want, goodbye". i wanted to avoid talking about this

 

[Nihilistic Porcupine]

For sure we don't have to talk about it.

I just had that question, because of the dream.

Just put me down in the column of people who just saw your posts and just wanted to see you be happy whichever route you take.

 

[woxihuanni]

Have peace, duckling, never hurt again.

 

[Aleksandra]

i think i'm going to clean my flat a little, or try to nip in some more sleep. i'll take my anti nausea pill a little before 9:30, start filling capsules during the peaky blinders premier, walk by the sea provided it's not cold, come back and have my last cigarette. then see when it feels natural to me

 

[HitchHiker]

thank you♥

yes i told him my plans, and his final words to me was "whatever, people die and it's not on me to stop you, so do whatever you want, goodbye". i wanted to avoid talking about this

What an absolute fucking prick your ex is!

 

[Read123456788]

I wish you every peace, I won't be far behind. I'm sorry it has come to this for us all here but who knows what adventure is next! Xxx

 

[Aleksandra]

What an absolute fucking prick your ex is!

it's a really long story as to why he said that, but i can promise you it's somewhat justified:)

I wish you every peace, I won't be far behind. I'm sorry it has come to this for us all here but who knows what adventure is next! Xxx

i shall greet you on the other side of the rainbow bridge!

 

[JimFord99]

Final last words:


In your hand the heart is falling
A howling wolf is calling
And it's calling your name
And before the night is ending
The message that it's sending
Will it all be ending

Midge Ure, Call of the wild ...

Sorry to see you go, but that is the way it is. Bye.

 

[HitchHiker]

it's a really long story as to why he said that, but i can promise you it's somewhat justified:)

i shall greet you on the other side of the rainbow bridge!

I wish you peaceful travels if this is truly what you want and are 100%. I will be sad to see you go.

But what he has said is very flippant whatever the circumstances. I hope your decision is not because of this person.

Sending hugs xx

 

[Aleksandra]

I wish you peaceful travels if this is truly what you want and are 100%. I will be sad to see you go.

But what he has said is very flippant whatever the circumstances. I hope your decision is not because of this person.

Sending hugs xx

no it's not, i promise!

though i'm a little scared because for once i don't have doubts, just the lingering anxiety

 

[JimFord99]

Look at the amount of responses, this shows you how much liked you are here ...

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

Thinking of you and wishing you a peaceful journey. I hope to travel the same way soon x

 

[Aleksandra]

Look at the amount of responses, this shows you how much liked you are here ...

as long as i somewhat made someone smile, whether it's 1 or 10 people, i can rest easy!:D

Thinking of you and wishing you a peaceful journey. I hope to travel the same way soon x

yes, i'll also see you on the other side of that rainbow bridge <3

 

[HitchHiker]

no it's not, i promise!

though i'm a little scared because for once i don't have doubts, just the lingering anxiety

You're making the most serious and important decision you have and ever will make in your life. A very final one. The anxiety is normal.

Should you have any doubt at all (even a tiny bit), maybe wait. There's always tomorrow.

Do you have anyone you can talk to outside of here? Not your ex.

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

as long as i somewhat made someone smile, whether it's 1 or 10 people, i can rest easy!:D

yes, i'll also see you on the other side of that rainbow bridge <3

Yes I will remember the rainbow bridge when I close me eyes for the last time. See you soon x

 

[JimFord99]

Glad to hear that, zajebistaka

 

[Aleksandra]

You're making the most serious and important decision you have and ever will make in your life. A very final one. The anxiety is normal.

Should you have any doubt at all (even a tiny bit), maybe wait. There's always tomorrow.

Do you have anyone you can talk to outside of here? Not your ex.

nope, i worked very hard to cut my friends out for the last 4 months. and i know, i won't beat myself up if i don't go through with it, i'm just fighting the urge to do it now:(

 

[Lady black]

I wish you good luck and a comfortable death. Maybe we meet on the other side

 

[Aleksandra]

I wish you good luck and a comfortable death. Maybe we meet on the other side

thank you! i'll do my hardest to meet you there:>

 

[Lady black]

thank you! i'll do my hardest to meet you there:>

Would be nice to exchance suicide experiences there

 

[JimFord99]

Make sure you'll Be meeting me there as well, very soon. Good luck.

 

[HitchHiker]

We will still be here to welcome you back if decide not to go through with it.

Its gutting to see such a lovely person go but I understand.

I wish you love and peace.

Xx

 

[Aleksandra]

i'm just gutted i cant have tea. a nice cuppa with a fag will do me well for the anxiety

 

[woxihuanni]

I don't know if fasting includes tea but I suppose best not to risk it.

 

[Aleksandra]

I don't know if fasting includes tea but I suppose best not to risk it.

yeah, it usually helps with my anxiety :(

 

[woxihuanni]

I mean I don't know, SN people can say better than I. :(

 

[JimFord99]

Suppose the fag won't hurt ...

 

[Aleksandra]

Suppose the fag won't hurt ...

oh i don't think fags affect anything but it's a warm drink part:(

 

[Stan]

Suppose the fag won't hurt ...

for our friends in the USA that means a cigarette not what you immediately thought. Its UK slang

 

[woxihuanni]

Maybe weak tea? I wish I knew if it is risky or not.