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bcarroll1

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Aug 10, 2025
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Any thoughts on this ? Hit right on the driver's side door, Less SI than going right out on the track.
 
Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
412
You would be putting other people in danger.
 
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Anarcholoser

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Jan 8, 2021
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Would likely work, I've heard first hand from train conductors on how traumatic this can be for them though. Personally … as someone who wants to CTB because of PTSD, I'd hate to pass that on to someone else and continue the cycle.
 
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bcarroll1

Student
Aug 10, 2025
112
You would be putting other people in danger.
Most of the news reports I've seen , no one is hurt on the train due to the weight difference between the train and car.
 
Kayla

Kayla

One day you'll never see me again
Dec 23, 2024
412
Most of the news reports I've seen , no one is hurt on the train due to the weight difference between the train and car.
You would still be putting other people in danger, that doesn't change anything.
 
BlackMilk

BlackMilk

Member
Sep 3, 2021
14
Please don't even consider this. There are cases of people doing the exact same thing and people onboard the train were killed. And even if it didn't, the mental anguish of seeing such a thing can cause so much pain to people who witness it.
 
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bcarroll1

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Aug 10, 2025
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Would likely work, I've heard first hand from train conductors on how traumatic this can be for them though. Personally … as someone who wants to CTB because of PTSD, I'd hate to pass that on to someone else and continue the cycle.
What is your method? I don't really have any other options. I would normally not hurt anyone intentionally, but I just don't know. I would think that hitting someone standing or laying down on the track would be much worse.
 

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