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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
92
I can't seem to find any suitable methods for ctb. The worst part is i tried to procure a rope for partial hanging and I couldn't find it in any of the shops around me.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,113
I understand, I also wish for a way to free myself from this existence, the fact that I cannot just painlessly die to escape from all the suffering always feels so cruel to me. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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DeadNotSleeping

DeadNotSleeping

Another lamb that chose the slaughter
Oct 7, 2024
150
Yeah I feel that wholeheartedly. Also thought I was going to go with partial. I've recently found unless I want to do it in a public area at night I just don't have a location to go through with it.

I hope you find something though. It shouldn't be this hard to ctb.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
92
I understand, I also wish for a way to free myself from this existence, the fact that I cannot just painlessly die to escape from all the suffering always feels so cruel to me. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.
Thank you dear. May we get the peace we are looking for. Wish you the best as well
Yeah I feel that wholeheartedly. Also thought I was going to go with partial. I've recently found unless I want to do it in a public area at night I just don't have a location to go through with it.

I hope you find something though. It shouldn't be this hard to ctb.
I hope so. Partial seems easy as per the threads. But don't know how easy it'll be practically. Even if i get a rope, i don't have a good anchor point in my room. And i don't know where can i try it outside, there are cctv cameras everywhere.
 

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