Can’t do it to my parents

[Atticuss]

The reason my past attempts have failed, and why I don't think I'll be able to ctb in the near future is just that I can't put my parents through that. I picture it in my mind and it makes me feel horrible.

I fully intend to do it once they're gone, but it probably won't be for a while. But in the meantime I'll find comfort in securing SN in case things change

 

[KinderCorn]

Thoughtful of you.

 

[witchcraft]

I am in much the same boat.

 

[Deathcrvsh]

All I "wait" for is my mom's death. She did so much for me, went to hell and back. She already supposes or feels she failed but she didn't. So all I can do is wait to lay hand on my neck and find peace in nothingness.

 

[IrishBug]

I will do my best to do it on my Birthday so I will only be remembered one day a year if any. I only have one parent remaining and they will live forever so I could not wait and I am quite confident they will get over it very quickly.

 

[Aflame5926]

The reason my past attempts have failed, and why I don't think I'll be able to ctb in the near future is just that I can't put my parents through that. I picture it in my mind and it makes me feel horrible.

I fully intend to do it once they're gone, but it probably won't be for a while. But in the meantime I'll find comfort in securing SN in case things change

understandable and respect to you for up holding it. i hope you will be strong enough


i was that in the paste. but the suffering is getting out of hand.
hence now im here

 

[herms_sn]

Similar situation here.
I only have my father left, who is close to 90, he already lost my sister to suicide, and my mother to cancer.
It's the main concern about me doing it.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I wanted to do it once my parents are gone too, but sadly I am forced to do it while they are still alive, as life became unbearable and judging by our ancestors who all lived well into their 90s, they will probably have lengthy lives too and I cannot endure life for a single year, let alone 10-15 years more.