Renv1o_
Student
- May 10, 2023
- 128
maintaining connections has gotten so hard. i cant bring myself to reply to texts or go on socials anymore. even with people i love so much, i cant seem to find the energy for it all. and yet i still feel so lonely-
when i force myself to reply to friends, it feels wrong and like im pretending, so i put things off until im feeling more myself (which doesn't happen.)
all of my connections, beyond immediate family, are fizzling out completely and it's my own fault.
its for the best, even if im miserable.
i still have to stay alive for my mum
when i force myself to reply to friends, it feels wrong and like im pretending, so i put things off until im feeling more myself (which doesn't happen.)
all of my connections, beyond immediate family, are fizzling out completely and it's my own fault.
its for the best, even if im miserable.
i still have to stay alive for my mum
