Can you not be depressed but still come across the thought of dying?

[dying_kwik2000]

Is there anyone else who is not clinically depressed anymore but the thought of dying has become a kind of compulsion? Like, hey, maybe I should kill myself? It's like you've gotten so used to the idea, it's just always there. And maybe there's something else that keeps it going. Like, dying is hard but you want to be free of life. Free of this fake simulation. Does anyone else feel that way?

 

[larplarpsahur]

yeah I understand, it's like things aren't bad enough for ctb to be worth the time and hassle to set up and get it over with but still bad in its own right