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peewee

Specialist
Oct 16, 2025
351
I have a feeling i will pass out fast, i am small and have low blood pressure anyway, i have antiemtics/beta blockers/should have clonazepam too. it sacres me more thinking i will keep going on living, idk could someone just tell me it wont be agony i can manage throwing up etc idk im just scared it would hurt alot
 
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HangMan123

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
214
Nobody can tell you that. Nobody can foresee the future. Nobody can be 100% certain of what will happen.
 
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disabledaccount0452

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
From reading both successful and unsuccessful SN reports, the chances are rather good that you will end up ctb with the right preparations. But keep in mind, while SN seems to be a more humane way to go, it in the end it is still dying. I don't think it will ever be a fun experience for the most of us and there is almost a certainty you will throw up at some point. Even if you mind might want to leave, your body will keep fighting till the end and we just don't have much control over that part of us.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
Nobody can tell you that. Nobody can foresee the future. Nobody can be 100% certain of what will happen.
This. ^

There are so many variables involved that nobody can make any guarantees. Do your research ahead of time... and prepare as much as you can.
 

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