Is it possible to be motivated by suicide? In breaking bad Walter White got cancer. He was basically given a likely death sentence. In the next year he went crazy , he lived more free than he had ever lived before , I want to get a driving license so I can get a car for my attempt. Im not fully sure HOW exactly im gonna do it but I have an idea. And now even though im gonna kill myself I feel as though maybe suicide is making me more motivated to get my driving license. I need a driving license because every day without one is an extra day alive. Every day without it is an extra day of suffering. Can suffering be used as motivation? Can someone who is suffering be motivated by the possibility of not existing? We hear all the time of people "fighting to the death" but is it common to "fight because of the desire one has to die"
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Oh shi sorry to hear that how fast were you going? Im thinking of getting a car for privacy and an enclosed space to poison myself with carbon monoxide from charcoal or something. Going super fast would be a last resort for me only ever if I get EXTREMELY desperate I might try it
sacrilegeofsouls
Come undone
- Jun 14, 2026
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You're better off finding a very properly air tight place any room would do if u can prep it
Dinozauria
Long sought rest
- Feb 8, 2026
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I mean, I definitely was like "Okay, I'll make everyday super fun" because I was suicidal. Unfortunately that mindset lasted only a week. However, my suicidal ideation made me less scared to get on trains and buses (since I'll need to take a lot of those to get to my CTB location). Also I agree with what another user said above, don't CTB via a car crash. Not a good idea as far as I'm awareSimilar threads
