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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
128
I've already started preparing my notes.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.

It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.

Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.

I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace. 🫂

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piercedwounds

piercedwounds

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
61
I hope u find peace and get to be with ur cat, I'm sure they've missed u ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
Sorry life has brought you to this, I wish you peace whether you go with it or not
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
I've always thought the afterlife should be like the holodeck in Star Trek. You can make it whatever you want it.

Peace :hug:
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
129
i've been thinking about you since i saw your post earlier and i didn't comment, but now i will. i wish you peace in whatever decision you make
 
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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
128
i've been thinking about you since i saw your post earlier and i didn't comment, but now i will. i wish you peace in whatever decision you make
Thanks for your reply. 🫂
I've always thought the afterlife should be like the holodeck in Star Trek. You can make it whatever you want it.

Peace :hug:
I don't really think about what awaits each of us after death, I just hope that it will compensate for everything we went through on earth.
 
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04k1ey

04k1ey

New Member
Oct 16, 2025
2
I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,257
Wishing you peace on your journey and freedom from this awful world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
81
godspeed dude
 
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joshua12

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Oct 14, 2025
6
I hope you have a peacful passing
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
179
Goodnight honey, sweet dreams :heart:
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
702
I hope you find your peace. Good luck🫂
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,397
i wish you peace. i hope you find something more beautiful than what's here
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
63
I've already started preparing my notes.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.

It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.

Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.

I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace. 🫂

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Hey! I'm a smoker here imma just say I hope you find peace but you should definitely go out for that walk and smoke, enjoy the smoke while you can❤️ take care I hope you go and cross the rainbow bridge for the kitty's🖤🖤🖤
 
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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
128
I scheduled all the messages to be sent.
Oh god, I only have about four hours before the messages are sent automatically. Time flies...
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
63
I scheduled all the messages to be sent.
Oh god, I only have about four hours before the messages are sent automatically. Time flies...
I know I don't know you but I wish I could be there for you, take this time to enjoy everything ❤️ 🖤 ❤️
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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All the best with the journey to your paradise, sending love your way and hope the universe will smile upon your kind soul. Peace be with you 🌟
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,156
I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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AntarusDragon

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Sep 29, 2025
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Надеюсь ты обретешь покой. (I hope you find peace.)
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,389
So glad to hear Sasu brought you some and peace the way it has for me,, @nuva It's terrifying facing the end, but knowing you aren't completely alone helps immensely,, az if in the grand scheme of things
"im not the only one" the 'smoke walk is real and only adds a certain poignant sentimentality to it,, that long exhale into that unknown,, i know im to late,, i just cant help but still leave somthing for you here, even if you can never see it.

You deserve the peace you need.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
@Ivernia let us know in another post that @nuva decided to stay. They are still with us but apparently aren't going to be on Sasu at the moment.
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
319
Honestly, these kinds of posts always make me sad. I can't feel happy because someone who didn't hurt anyone dies, but I also can't feel sad because I imagine it's a release that one naturally desires after having suffered so much.

Have a good trip, my friend. Someday we'll all be there!
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Honestly, these kinds of posts always make me sad. I can't feel happy because someone who didn't hurt anyone dies, but I also can't feel sad because I imagine it's a release that one naturally desires after having suffered so much.

Have a good trip, my friend. Someday we'll all be there!
They aborted their attempt. Still, one never knows how to feel.
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
63
I'm glad you're still here 🖤🙏 take time to rest and recover think about the right things, we are here for you recovery or not you're not alone🖤
 
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