walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
I say friends because I consider you all friends and family! I decided to end my life today using my rifle.. I'm driving to the woods about 30 miles away from my home because I don't want my beautiful family to see me disfigured.. I'm going to shoot through my mouth so it will be painless! Wish me luck! This should be it if you don't hear back from me in 4 hours it means I'm gone. Love yall

Walking dead 💀
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Aww..
Reactions: 4am, Catch-22, MyLuckyStars and 20 others
throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
i hope you find the peace you desire. godspeed
 
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
letsgetittogo

letsgetittogo

Barbiturate Summer :p
Nov 11, 2023
202
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,793
Good luck, I hope you have studied your method well enough. I hope you find your peace and freedom ❤️
 
  • Like
Reactions: leavingthesoultrap, walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
Neverfeltdeader

Neverfeltdeader

Can you hear me drift away?
Dec 12, 2021
130
Best of luck. If you do go through with it, hope you succeeded and are finally at peace.
 
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
donsie

donsie

She whispered and it echoed
Jan 9, 2024
75
I say friends because I consider you all friends and family! I decided to end my life today using my rifle.. I'm driving to the woods about 30 miles away from my home because I don't want my beautiful family to see me disfigured.. I'm going to shoot through my mouth so it will be painless! Wish me luck! This should be it if you don't hear back from me in 4 hours it means I'm gone. Love yall

Walking dead 💀
Good luck and I hope you find peace. The forest sounds like a nice spot.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: DeathsShootingStar, walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,945
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
Good luck! I hope you find peace! Safe travels!
 
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
I can't do it! I'm shaking and crying it's like im dying before I die.. I'm sorry I'm going to drive back I'm try again next week maybe I need to practice more
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: absolutelyyou, voidstar, boddibo and 6 others
haibane

haibane

Reki
Sep 27, 2023
258
Good luck for ure method. I hope u will find the peace ure looking for
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,545
I can't do it! I'm shaking and crying it's like im dying before I die.. I'm sorry I'm going to drive back I'm try again next week maybe I need to practice more
I'm sorry. CTB by gun is really hard. Don't be too hard to yourself! :heart:
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023 and rozeske
Neverfeltdeader

Neverfeltdeader

Can you hear me drift away?
Dec 12, 2021
130
I can't do it! I'm shaking and crying it's like im dying before I die.. I'm sorry I'm going to drive back I'm try again next week maybe I need to practice more
😔 Not an easy thing to do, or we'd all be dead. You're brave for trying. If I had a gun, I don't think I'd have the courage to pull the trigger.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: walkingdead2023, Praestat_Mori and rozeske
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,793
I can't do it! I'm shaking and crying it's like im dying before I die.. I'm sorry I'm going to drive back I'm try again next week maybe I need to practice more
It's ok to backout, it's one of the hardest methods to pulloff. Most of us here are still trying to beat SI. Take it easy on yourself ❤️
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: donsie, walkingdead2023 and Praestat_Mori
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
It's ok to backout, it's one of the hardest methods to pulloff. Most of us here are still trying to beat SI. Take it easy on yourself ❤️
Thank you I'm still shaking I don't know why! I think I can do I prob need more practice holding the gun… for some reason my phone was also distracting everyone was calling maybe I should leave my phone behind next time
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Gonnerr, Praestat_Mori and rozeske
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,793
Thank you I'm still shaking I don't know why! I think I can do I prob need more practice holding the gun… for some reason my phone was also distracting everyone was calling maybe I should leave my phone behind next time
It is good that you aborted then. Being distracted and not being focused plus shaking hands would have probably led to a botched attempt which is the worest outcome. Rest well now and think your method throughly. Wish you all the best ❤️
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
It is good that you aborted then. Being distracted and not being focused plus shaking hands would have probably led to a botched attempt which is the worest outcome. Rest well now and think your method throughly. Wish you all the best ❤️
Thank you appreciate your support!
I'm sorry. CTB by gun is really hard. Don't be too hard to yourself! :heart:
I know right? Tell me about it! Today's experience is like a trauma to me… thank you my friend!
😔 Not an easy thing to do, or we'd all be dead. You're brave for trying. If I had a gun, I don't think I'd have the courage to pull the trigger.
Thank you and you're right it's not an easy thing to do!
 
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: rozeske, doormat25 and Praestat_Mori
logi3535

logi3535

forever thinking of you
Jan 8, 2024
119
i don't think a single soul blames you for feeling the way you do. Taking your own life, no matter the circumstances is a terrifying thought and its probably the hardest decision you will ever have to make, i wish you the best regardless, wether that be in life or in death :hug:
 
  • Like
Reactions: stuckinthemud, walkingdead2023 and Princess_Kitty
Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
177
Good luck and I hope you find the peace you've been looking for 🫂 💜
 
G

Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
Its the hardest thing to do sadly , i wish you peace.
 
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
i don't think a single soul blames you for feeling the way you do. Taking your own life, no matter the circumstances is a terrifying thought and its probably the hardest decision you will ever have to make, i wish you the best regardless, wether that be in life or in death :hug:
Thank you so much! I'm still not myself and you're right it's terrifying!
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: voidstar, sanction and logi3535
stoiccactus

stoiccactus

somehow still here
Mar 24, 2022
246
Do it on a pace that feels right for you. You don't owe us anything.
 
  • Like
Reactions: BrainShower and walkingdead2023
DoomValuer

DoomValuer

So lost...
Nov 3, 2023
66
I wish you the best of luck in your termination and a good ending to your existence
 
D

DepressedChemMajor

o7
Oct 24, 2023
224
Godspeed brother, may you find peace <3
 
MyLuckyStars

MyLuckyStars

Funeral Crasher
Dec 13, 2023
69
good luck man. don't blame you for not going through first go, its hard. that feeling, when you realize this could be it. your last moments. its serious stuff. no matter now miserable i am, i always suddenly feel like i could fight for my life with tooth and claw if thats what it took. its only a single action, pulling a trigger, but any hesitation at all will make it significantly less likely to pan out
 
Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
254
If you're gone and you're on the other side I hope you found the piece you didn't find here on Earth
 

Similar threads

Fire&Ash
Replies
0
Views
107
Suicide Discussion
Fire&Ash
Fire&Ash
gnarly
Replies
2
Views
168
Offtopic
gnarly
gnarly
synthcadia
Replies
14
Views
505
Suicide Discussion
synthcadia
synthcadia
Z
Replies
3
Views
239
Recovery
vanillamilkshakes
vanillamilkshakes
Aspiring Mushroom
Replies
2
Views
208
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry