Burnout

[Exiled spirit]

I'm fed up with this world. If there's a guaranteed ctb method available for me I wouldn't hesitate to get out of this mad reality. But unfortunately this isn't the case. Even dying peacefully is a privilege enjoyed by the minority of the human race.

And in the midst of all this horrors people still think that having kids is a good idea. Why would you want to bring a child into this deeply hostile world? I can't see the point.

Pro-lifers are responsible for the horrible experiences endured by those who ended their lives using violent, unreliable, and painful methods. They're also responsible for those who were left with lasting injury after a failed attempt. We live in a pro-life, pro-suffering world and I hate this fact so much, and I don't know what to do.

 

[sadjenny]

I would like to preface by saying this is not a malign against any moms or dads here on the forum. I know we're all suffering. This is just my (personal) opinion as a mentally ill person.

That said, UGH. I can't imagine anything more profoundly evil than bringing a child into existence. I sometimes sit and imagine the limitless peace from which I came from, and feel overwhelmingly sad to have been taken away. Even as a Christian, I feel that this world is over. It needs to be ended. Suffering is not a badge of honor!

I have never wanted children, and I never will. At least the failure of my life will not bring an innocent someone down with me.

 

[FuneralCry]

This world undeniably is such a hellish place and there are no amount of words that can describe how much I despise existing here. Continuing to bring life here in this world filled with harm and risks really is so incredibly cruel, as after all nobody can suffer from never existing. It certainly is a punishment how we were forced into this hellish world with no straightforward way to leave, we really all are paying the price simply for the selfish actions of other people to cruelly procreate.

 

[SilentSadness]

You are right, this world is detestable. Most people view it as prosperous and a gift, unfortunately that couldn't be further from the case. This world is really a colourful veil over a repulsive society that frequently gaslights its individuals into staying alive and abusing those who are. Having children is inherently selfish, but the worst people are those who have them, only to abuse them and expect gratitude. The fact that it's seen as morally wrong not to have children should reveal the ridiculous beliefs of most as clear as day. Of course, we are all alone as well as almost no one can be trusted, betrayal is common and encouraged. I only want to die peacefully, it seems like such a small thing to ask for but apparently it is as far away from my freedoms as it can get. I hope you find peace from your burnout, and from this sick world.