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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

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Jul 29, 2025
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Sorry guys I have to rage and not a lot of places I can do so..

Up until recently I had 2 remaining chilhood friends going back 25 years. I realized a few years ago that one of them is basically only around because he doesn't have anything better to do. We are his plan D. Now he got a girlfriend and a new group of friends and guess what he vanished.

Gaming was our big common interest but with every new game he played it for like 5 mins and then went off about how bad it is and how bad the gaming industry is. He never liked the current game we were playing there was always some issue with the one we wanted to play. Too boring, played too much already etc. We can beg for him to come play X but he declines but of course when someone from this other group of friends mentions the same X game suddenly it is interesting.

He invited me to an escape room but it got cancelled. Later he no longer bothered to invite he just went with his new group. Talked to me afterwards on discord however. I guess to just annoy me. I don't know.

Ever since he moved to the same city I've been to his place numerous times, he bothered to come over once.

He can share whatever he wants with me but I don't remember the last time he asked "how are you by the way?".

Invited him multiple times declined each time.

Like I don't understand. What was I in my previous life? Some axe murderer that I deserve such a "friend"? I'm at the end of ropes here, recently diagnosed with OCD which is driving me insane. I'm at my 3rd psychiatrist and 3rd psychologist and this is what I had for a 'best friend'.

Brotherhood my ass..
 
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