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Peter Skellern

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Jan 10, 2025
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I'm a Brit. Just wondering how other Brits have considered this? My dream outcome is to go to sleep in my own house and bed and not wake up. Just drift off quietly. That involves meds. I'm an everday (older) guy. I've never bought drugs in my life so I'd rather not go round cruising dodgy areas looking for what I consider to be a dealer for things like Fentanyl or ideally morhpine. I'd probably get scammed or robbed anyway. What have you done? Got stuff off friends and aquaitences? Places like Instagram or SM sites? Or China or India ?
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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I doubt if you'll find any reliable sources readily available to you. I've seen it suggested to go on to the "Dark Web", however I'd guess that you'd need to be more tech aware than myself to do that. And it would carry its' own risks.
 
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i feel tired…maybe I’ll get wings
Feb 26, 2023
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Don't use clearnet sites like Instagram. You'll just end up in a honey pot most of the time.

Read the Darknet Market Buyer's Bible (a.k.a., the DNM Buyer's Bible). This will teach you good OPSEC practices and where to look for legitimate markets.
 
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Peter Skellern

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Jan 10, 2025
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Hmmm. I did read a guide on here but it's very contrieved and not something the average person could do. And then when you're on it there's finding a reliable source. I used to get Peds (AAS's) online a few years ago. It would be great if it was as easy and reliabile as that.
Hard work this isnt it? They'll be people on here just toying with the idea. However, I'm sure there's plenty who would crack on if they could just ensure painless success. You wouldn't think that would be hard at all. So far it seems to be.
Don't use clearnet sites like Instagram. You'll just end up in a honey pot most of the time.

Read the Darknet Market Buyer's Bible (a.k.a., the DNM Buyer's Bible). This will teach you good OPSEC practices and where to look for legitimate markets.
It's like everything. You need recommendations. That's how I bought gear (steroids). Albeit that was fantastically easy.
 
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slinkey10

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Nov 15, 2024
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Hmmm. I did read a guide on here but it's very contrieved and not something the average person could do. And then when you're on it there's finding a reliable source. I used to get Peds (AAS's) online a few years ago. It would be great if it was as easy and reliabile as that.
Hard work this isnt it? They'll be people on here just toying with the idea. However, I'm sure there's plenty who would crack on if they could just ensure painless success. You wouldn't think that would be hard at all. So far it seems to be.
so true!

"I'm sure there's plenty who would crack on if they could just ensure painless success. You wouldn't think that would be hard at all. So far it seems to be"

Im in the UK, work in MH with substance users - wish i could get some fentanyl & pass away quietly - my case load are always od'ing accidently, lucky for some and ironic as well as they dont want to die. I wouldnt trust any of them & also have access to a couple of dealers but wouldnt trust them either.

Maybe we just all chip in and buy that suicide pod thing?
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,071
Don't use clearnet sites like Instagram. You'll just end up in a honey pot most of the time.

Read the Darknet Market Buyer's Bible (a.k.a., the DNM Buyer's Bible). This will teach you good OPSEC practices and where to look for legitimate markets.
It's like everything. You need recommendations. That's how I bought gear (steroids). Albeit that was fantastically easy.
so true!

"I'm sure there's plenty who would crack on if they could just ensure painless success. You wouldn't think that would be hard at all. So far it seems to be"

Im in the UK, work in MH with substance users - wish i could get some fentanyl & pass away quietly - my case load are always od'ing accidently, lucky for some and ironic as well as they dont want to die. I wouldnt trust any of them & also have access to a couple of dealers but wouldnt trust them either.

Maybe we just all chip in and buy that suicide pod thing?
"Pass away quietly"....that's the dream for me. No nastiness. Just inject whatever. Pop into bed and there you have it. Realistically, as you say your client group are often ODing so there must be enough decent stuff around (in general)? I new a gym owner who used to import everything and anything from China. I wonder how difficult that is?
 
slinkey10

slinkey10

Student
Nov 15, 2024
129
It's like everything. You need recommendations. That's how I bought gear (steroids). Albeit that was fantastically easy.

"Pass away quietly"....that's the dream for me. No nastiness. Just inject whatever. Pop into bed and there you have it. Realistically, as you say your client group are often ODing so there must be enough decent stuff around (in general)? I new a gym owner who used to import everything and anything from China. I wonder how difficult that is?
welll ... as we are both from the UK im guessing u have seen how f'd the post office is, I doubt they even check mail anymore. One of my case load was getting all sorts of banned meds from spain and through our good old Royal mail.. eye roll emoji !

"You need recommendations" - thats the key!
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,071
I bet he was. This gym owner i knew was buying lots of steroid powders and huge amounts of valiums (like 30,000 a go) and never had a problem. My issue is I wouldnt want to be the numpty that does get caught and then do 5 years 🙁. I'd much rather just buy off a reputable source. Easier said than done if you're re not a clubber or youngster with connections. I'm an oldy.
 
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ParalyzedVeteran

Member
Nov 11, 2024
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I'm 61 and live in the US. If I came out of the sky on a parachute and landed in your town, I would go to the first Narcotics Anonymous meeting I could find and approach someone who is clearly there voluntarily.
 

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