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I see there are other posts on psychedelics here but I didn't want to hijack anyone else's thread with my own specific issues.

So, I've come to the conclusion that I'd like to try psychedelics. My issues seem far too entrenched to be resolved by therapy or lifestyle changes. I've tried multiple therapists over the years and any positive impact has only ever been small. Even with the best therapist I think it would take decades to see any meaningful change, and I just don't have it in me. I also tried several antidepressants a long time ago, and got nothing from it other than a few nasty side effects. I've gone through all the usual changes to diet and exercise. Some help things a little, but none fundamentally changes my experience of life.

I feel like I really need something to alter my perception and experience of reality, to open my mind to new ways of being. I need to get outside of my mind, even if it's just for a while, to be able to change my personality. I've heard a lot of good things about the mind-expanding properties of psychedelics over the years from rational people whose views I respect, And I don't have any of the risk factors for use (no past susceptibility to psychosis in myself or family.) So it seems like a risk worth taking.

I believe all psychedelics are still illegal in the UK, outside some limited academic trials. Unfortunately taking part in such a trial doesn't seem like a viable option for me, as my issues are very niche, and there's things I could only discuss with a specialist in them.

So that leaves me with the route of obtaining them illegally. And despite rapidly approaching middle-age, I'm probably one of the most naïve, least streetwise people you can imagine. I've never bought narcotics of any kind, and have no idea how to do so without getting caught. I have the vague idea that purchasing from the dark web would be safer than trying to get it on the street (I live in a very rural area, so I'm not sure if people even sell that kind of thing round here.) I have pretty much zero social connections, so I don't know anyone who knows a dealer or anything like that. If I were to use the dark web, I'm not sure where to look without getting scammed, or caught. I believe it's possible to test the purity of whatever you buy with a kit so I would try to do that, but I don't know if there's any reputable sites or sellers. And I don't know if you have to worry about international shipments or customs or anything like that. Ideally I'd also like to avoid giving money to violent gangs, but I don't know if there's such a thing as an ethical source for drugs.

Basically, I want to avoid attracting police attention, and to avoid getting scammed. If anyone has any relevant experience of obtaining these kinds of drugs, especially in the UK, I'd be very grateful. Or even if you just know a better place to ask this kind of thing, that'd be great. I'm wary of just jumping on to the dark web without knowing where to go, and I imagine googling it won't get me far.
 
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there are clearnet sites that sell research chemical psychs that are easier to obtain if you don't know how to use tor or access a darknet market. a lot of them being very similar to traditional psychs. if you want to get shrooms or lsd id recommend using a DNM tho and going through someone who has escrow. never buy from someone who doesn't have that option on a DNM, you basically can't get scammed that way. there is a megathread on how to use the darknet on here or you can just look up a yt vid. i'd also suggest buying from within the UK to avoid borders, you can sort by location.

law enforcement does not care about someone buying a small amount of drugs. the worst case scenario is it gets confiscated and they don't arrive.
I'd recommend having a tripsitter if you can. also make sure to test whatever you get with a drug testkit (can buy online)
also good luck i really hope they help you if you end up trying them! <3
 
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there are clearnet sites that sell research chemical psychs that are easier to obtain if you don't know how to use tor or access a darknet market. a lot of them being very similar to traditional psychs. if you want to get shrooms or lsd id recommend using a DNM tho and going through someone who has escrow. never buy from someone who doesn't have that option on a DNM, you basically can't get scammed that way. there is a megathread on how to use the darknet on here or you can just look up a yt vid. i'd also suggest buying from within the UK to avoid borders, you can sort by location.

law enforcement does not care about someone buying a small amount of drugs. the worst case scenario is it gets confiscated and they don't arrive.
I'd recommend having a tripsitter if you can. also make sure to test whatever you get with a drug testkit (can buy online)
also good luck i really hope they help you if you end up trying them! <3
Thanks, that's really useful! Is there anywhere particular I should look or any search terms I should use to find such clearnet sites? I did briefly use tor a long time ago, though never really did anything much with it. I assume the setup is still much the same? Using escrow sounds great, will definitely be on the lookout for that. Any ideas what to search to find the megathread here (tried "darknet" but couldn't see an obvious candidate?) Will definitely try to buy within UK, just wasn't sure if that was an option.

That's reassuring about law enforcement, and will definitely test anything I buy beforehand. Thanks again, that's all really helpful info.
 
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Any ideas what to search to find the megathread here (tried "darknet" but couldn't see an obvious candidate
 
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Thanks, that's really useful! Is there anywhere particular I should look or any search terms I should use to find such clearnet sites? I did briefly use tor a long time ago, though never really did anything much with it. I assume the setup is still much the same? Using escrow sounds great, will definitely be on the lookout for that. Any ideas what to search to find the megathread here (tried "darknet" but couldn't see an obvious candidate?) Will definitely try to buy within UK, just wasn't sure if that was an option.

That's reassuring about law enforcement, and will definitely test anything I buy beforehand. Thanks again, that's all really helpful info.
np, glad this was useful to you :) umm im not really sure about rc sites since i mainly looked at ones that only sent to my country, sorry
 
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Archetyp. Mankind in particular

Also heard some people order without encrypting their info, don't be this guy
 
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Hvergelmir

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there are clearnet sites that sell research chemical
I have quite a bit more experience on this than I usually admit.
When you go from traditional drugs to research chemicals (RC), you're in uncharted territory. Those things have on several occasions proven very dangerous, but you often simply don't know. (See the development of 'spice'; artificial cannabinoids, for a well known example.)

Stick to well established drugs with proper research behind them! There are good reasons for some drugs being well established, and others not.

Hawaian Baby Woodrose seeds are a good beginner psychadelic, which is legal to buy in many places. Psilocybin muchrooms can be picked in many places.
On the darknet you have more options.
 
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I have quite a bit more experience on this than I usually admit.
When you go from traditional drugs to research chemicals (RC), you're in uncharted territory. Those things have on several occasions proven very dangerous, but you often simply don't know. (See the development of 'spice'; artificial cannabinoids, for a well known example.)

Stick to well established drugs with proper research behind them! There are good reasons for some drugs being well established, and others not.

Hawaian Baby Woodrose seeds are a good beginner psychadelic, which is legal to buy in many places. Psilocybin muchrooms can be picked in many places.
On the darknet you have more options.
i more so meant rc's such as ald-52, 4-aco-dmt, 1p-lsd (pro-drug of lsd) etc. which are close to traditional psychs. you are correct tho, i wouldn't mess with a lot of the other ones that aren't common or are new on the market.
 
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kane

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Archetyp. Mankind in particular

Also heard some people order without encrypting their info, don't be this guy
Thanks, that's a useful reference - I presume Mankind is a seller on that marketplace? I'm sure I would be the kind of person to order without encrypting my info, so will be sure to look into how to do that, thanks!
 
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Thanks, that's a useful reference - I presume Mankind is a seller on that marketplace? I'm sure I would be the kind of person to order without encrypting my info, so will be sure to look into how to do that, thanks!

this might also be of help
as it talks about encryption a bit more in detail
and yeah, ATM Archetyp seems to be the best market out there by a long shot
 
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I have quite a bit more experience on this than I usually admit.
When you go from traditional drugs to research chemicals (RC), you're in uncharted territory. Those things have on several occasions proven very dangerous, but you often simply don't know. (See the development of 'spice'; artificial cannabinoids, for a well known example.)

Stick to well established drugs with proper research behind them! There are good reasons for some drugs being well established, and others not.

Hawaian Baby Woodrose seeds are a good beginner psychadelic, which is legal to buy in many places. Psilocybin muchrooms can be picked in many places.
On the darknet you have more options.
That's a good point, and I wouldn't buy anything that isn't commonly used/well understood. Those seeds do seem to be available in the UK from some normal retailers, though I don't know if that would be in the right form for use as a psychedelic. Magic mushrooms also apparently grow wild in the UK but I don't know how easy they are to find, or if I'd trust myself to pick them and not something poisonous.

this might also be of help
as it talks about encryption a bit more in detail
and yeah, ATM Archetyp seems to be the best market out there by a long shot
That looks great, thanks!
 
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Thanks, that's a useful reference - I presume Mankind is a seller on that marketplace? I'm sure I would be the kind of person to order without encrypting my info, so will be sure to look into how to do that, thanks!
Yeah he's got a big rep n most of what I got was from him, but there are other sellers too. Just I wouldn't recommend going to the listings of overpriced "3-500ug tabs!". They're not, likelyhood is extremely rare n isn't really gonna happen and the source has no need to make them like that

Just make sure you're aware of how they work to avoid horrible trips, such n such. Also stay aware of tolerance as well rather than tryna do it daily. Any improvement will be over time, ectect. Usually hear first trips can be underwhelming, but best not go overboard first + learn how it works

Lmk if need any help with it or such, if I stay active
 
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kane

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Yeah he's got a big rep n most of what I got was from him, but there are other sellers too. Just I wouldn't recommend going to the listings of overpriced "3-500ug tabs!". They're not, likelyhood is extremely rare n isn't really gonna happen and the source has no need to make them like that

Just make sure you're aware of how they work to avoid horrible trips, such n such. Also stay aware of tolerance as well rather than tryna do it daily. Any improvement will be over time, ectect. Usually hear first trips can be underwhelming, but best not go overboard first + learn how it works

Lmk if need any help with it or such, if I stay active
Good to know, will be on the lookout for that. Will be sure to research anything thoroughly before I take it so I know what to expect. Thanks, I appreciate that.
 
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You can pm me. I can help if functional enough
 
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If you're willing to do the work (and it is a lot of work) you can make your own mescaline.
Mescaline is an illegal drug. The cactus however is perfectly legal (and very pretty when flowering).
I have quite a bit more experience on this than I usually admit.
When you go from traditional drugs to research chemicals (RC), you're in uncharted territory. Those things have on several occasions proven very dangerous, but you often simply don't know. (See the development of 'spice'; artificial cannabinoids, for a well known example.)

Stick to well established drugs with proper research behind them! There are good reasons for some drugs being well established, and others not.

Hawaian Baby Woodrose seeds are a good beginner psychadelic, which is legal to buy in many places. Psilocybin muchrooms can be picked in many places.
On the darknet you have more options.

I will warn people that HBW will almost certainly make you vomit even if you prepare it properly and definitely if you don't.

Do NOT buy them from a gardening store and just eat them. (Experiences when I was a lot younger).
 

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