Discussion Brave or apathetic?

[Cyagangy]

Ever since planning and coming to terms with CTB I find myself to not be scared of anything. I fear no consequences for what I say or do because I won't have to face them. I can say "Fuck you" to who ever is pissing me off or get into trouble but it matters not because I'm going to die soon. So you guys ever feel that strange sense of power in you aswell? Just the feeling of doing stupid shit because you know you can.

 

[Cyagangy]

Ignore this post I accidentally re did it due to my Internet lagging and making me think I never posted this.

 

[VoidedExistence]

I wish I felt that brave. I ignore my responsibilities and sabotage my relations with people, but when they come to bite me back, I am crushed. I gave up and said fuck you to everything thinking I would kill myself but so far I have not. I have a lot of fuck yous I want to say to people because I don't care about life, I am so sure I will kill myself soon. But I am not that brave to actually say it. And it's not like I completely hate them. I just don't want to deal with them. I really I wish I could be brave like that.