Venting Bpd

[ppie41]

I'm so lonely at nighttime when my boyfriend isn't around. He always sleeps with me because he knows how hard it is for me to be alone with my thoughts before bed <3 .
He's staying at his friends house tonight though, and it's the first time in a while I've had to sleep alone. Feeling really horrible and alone right now, and my suicidal thoughts are flooding in :(

 

[Memoka]

Try some media maybe.
Like streams or podcasts.
Sleep with it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that loneliness certainly can be painful for many people in this cruel world and I'm sorry that you suffer. But anyway, I wish you the best.