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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

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Good morning!
I see we have 18 guests right now :)

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whitetaildeer

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hello game police! thankfully the girls seem to be asleep. maybe we can get a win?
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

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It's so funny. Everytime any body say something about the guests. The guest numbers decreasing.

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whitetaildeer

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I'm alive, but what kind of life is it if nothing in it tastes good?
What about you?
now that's a line! again, i love how you communicate how you feel. but i relate.

i have a headache and my vision's been super blurry in my left eye for some reason today? otherwise, i'm doing okay
 
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now that's a line! again, i love how you communicate how you feel. but i relate.

i have a headache and my vision's been super blurry in my left eye for some reason today? otherwise, i'm doing okay
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Thanks, quotes from books can be helpful haha. It's good to hear that you're feeling okay, despite these ailments. I wish you that your health returns to normal as soon as possible (at least the physical ones)
 
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Thanks, quotes from books can be helpful haha. It's good to hear that you're feeling okay, despite these ailments. I wish you that your health returns to normal as soon as possible (at least the physical ones)
so i'm not the only one who keeps a list of quotes from books they like? good to know

thank you! my headaches are so on and off it's not even funny. very hard to consistently form a single coherent thought 🫠
 
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Hi guests! 20 of them. What are getting from watching from the outside?

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whitetaildeer

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welcome darkest! i think. is this your first time playing?
 
darkest

darkest

Trapped in this cycle, a figure of eight
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808 - "24 guests" is a lot
 
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welcome darkest! i think. is this your first time playing?
nope!
used to be here kinda semi regularly and then attempted to CTB but failed, TWICE (two different days but i tried many times within those) so i decided to log back on to cope, how are you?
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whitetaildeer

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nope!
used to be here kinda semi regularly and then attempted to CTB but failed, TWICE (two different days but i tried many times within those) so i decided to log back on to cope, how are you?
oh that SUCKS. i'm sorry it didn't go well. i know how frustrating that can be, especially with multiple failed attempts in a small handful of days.

i'm doing okay. i'm kind of new here to sasu. used to lurk even before i made my account, then when i made it i'd still lurk infrequently, then in december i finally decided to start being active. this site has been such a blessing to have, and even more so when i finally got the courage to start interacting with the people on here
 
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darkest

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812 - yea.. tryna get over the SI, tough stuff.

glad you're doing okay! I made that account almost a year ago but I also only started being active towards the end of last year, idr when exactly, but I relate. glad to have you!
 
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whitetaildeer

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thank you! and fuck si. worst enemy. needs to be thrown into a gladiatorial pit with lions
 
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814 - FOR REAL! I somehow hate it more than I hate my own self lol
 
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oh do not get me STARTED. you're telling me my self-loathing can be fixed via ctb. but si is just There dangling ctb like a carrot and going "nuh-uh"?
 
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816 - I was literally MOMENTS away, MOMENTS, I could FEEL it, slipping away peacefully, the last "sleep" of sorts. AND OUT OF NOWHERE this shitty overwhelming urge to live life even if it's miserable, RIDICULOUS, I go out of that and started texting an ex apologizing fuck do I know what for lol
obviously wasn't treated nicely for that but I digress, SI is the worst
 
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OH MY WORD??? i would be so mad i'd start crying
 
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I somehow didn't, probably waiting to explode at the most inappropriate time :/
 
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820 - deadass she said that her friends told her I'm definitely not dead and I'm purposefully doing this to get joy out of hurting her, BRO you ain't the center of the universe, i hurt EVERYONE i know cuz of my FUCKING BPD HELLO???? i told her I did go through with it, idk why i felt the need to justify shit, I'm mentally fucked no one told your ass to think you can fix me. anywho she said she needs to keep her distance away or some shit because she's pissed at me because she did believe i was gone for good this time LMAOOOO JUST TELL ME TO GO KILL MYSELF ALREADY she knows damn well im suffering and she did say that, yet she said that since they were right about me being alive she's starting to believe the other things they said. GURL YOU GOT NO BRAIN FOR YOURSELF?? she's the one pissed at me but I don't think she could fathom how pissed it would make someone feel to know that they were in fact right about thinking they were better off dead, yet they couldn't even successfully do that.
 
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I somehow didn't, probably waiting to explode at the most inappropriate time :/
every day i wake up and hope i spontaneously combust

deadass she said that her friends told her I'm definitely not dead and I'm purposefully doing this to get joy out of hurting her, BRO you ain't the center of the universe, i hurt EVERYONE i know cuz of my FUCKING BPD HELLO???? i told her I did go through with it, idk why i felt the need to justify shit, I'm mentally fucked no one told your ass to think you can fix me. anywho she said she needs to keep her distance away or some shit because she's pissed at me because she did believe i was gone for good this time LMAOOOO JUST TELL ME TO GO KILL MYSELF ALREADY she knows damn well im suffering and she did say that, yet she said that since they were right about me being alive she's starting to believe the other things they said. GURL YOU GOT NO BRAIN FOR YOURSELF?? she's the one pissed at me but I don't think she could fathom how pissed it would make someone feel to know that they were in fact right about thinking they were better off dead, yet they couldn't even successfully do that.
i'm SORRY? "purposely doing this to get joy out of hurting her"? that is so self-centered it's baffling? don't even know what to say but this mad me angry to read (and made my headache worse). crazy ass! damn!
 
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darkest

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every day i wake up and hope i spontaneously combust
glad I'm not the only one!

that is so self-centered it's baffling?
OH BELIEVE ME I WAS SO BAFFLED IT'S LEGIT INSANE, I DON"T KNOW HOW I DIDN"T JUST TRY TO CTB AGAIN AFTER THAT

i was really numb at that moment, but talking about it is making me wanna paint the wall in punch holes, punching air wouldn't be enough to recover from that one

hope your headache gets better tho dude
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