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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

Specialist
Dec 4, 2020
380
I've never had a boyfriend and my state of mind will never allow me to have one. ugly, right?
 
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Shahanshah

Ctb
Sep 27, 2020
91
I've never had a boyfriend and my state of mind will never allow me to have one. ugly, right?
I never had girlfriend. Now I don't think in future I will have.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
Yeah real life is tough but I'm considering getting an online boyfriend and seeing if it pulls me out of the hole I'm in.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

Specialist
Dec 4, 2020
380
Sì, la vita reale è dura, ma sto pensando di trovare un fidanzato online e vedere se mi tira fuori dal buco in cui mi trovo.
with me it's impossible.
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
I've never had a boyfriend and my state of mind will never allow me to have one. ugly, right?

It is. I feel lonely too and it sucks. Never say never. Until you are dead, you can do things.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I never had a girlfriend. I know very little about women in general.
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
Used to think that way, did have a couple of relationships, was wed for a bunch of time. So anythings possible.

Done with all that now though.
 
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Never say never, you'll never know, anything is possible if you want and chase it.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
You are better off in the long run. They use, abuse, hit, cheat, rape, steal, hurt and ghost you.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
i never had a girlfriend IRL. it's impossible for me :(
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Would love a girlfriend again but who wants a 48yr old failure
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
Do you want a boyfriend or do you want to fall in love?
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
Do not let others dissuade you from getting close to someone. Can it hurt you? Yes. Can it feel magnificent? Of course.

Got for it if there is an opportunity.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Don't have much advice here but same tbh
 
LunarPyotr

LunarPyotr

Похорони меня возле МКАДа
Jul 4, 2020
495
Had 3 and got cheated by all of them :(
 
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chrijo

done
Feb 8, 2019
329
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
It seems like having a boyfriend/girlfriend just asks for bad experiences.

In my opinion, it's really stupid to want a gf/bf just for your own desires. Falling in love is a curse and a blessing at the same time.

It's scary :aw:
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
It seems like having a boyfriend/girlfriend just asks for bad experiences.

In my opinion, it's really stupid to want a gf/bf just for your own desires. Falling in love is a curse and a blessing at the same time.

It's scary :aw:
Yeah a broken heart can make us even worse. We already face so many struggles, the less thing I need is someone breaking my heart.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
It's better to be alone and get comfortable with not having a partner. Never wanted a partner
Plus if you plan to ctb then definitely try to make as little connections with new people cause you don't wanna hurt them
 
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awfullife

awfullife

Arcanist
Nov 16, 2019
435
Would love a girlfriend again but who wants a 48yr old failure
Yah my dating classified reads:

41 year old divorcee lives with his elderly father and am estranged from 2 young kids in a different state. I drive a semi truck and stay over the road for 5 nights a week. I make very little money due to child support. I have no possessions or furniture because I sold them all for 1000 dollars during a mental breakdown 2 years ago. Lemme know if you want to hang out! I do have a 15 year old car and can meet you somewhere.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
It's better to be alone
no-no-no please, subjective bla bla. no, no, no.
if i had a choice between living alone and living with a loving person,
i would NEVER choose to be alone
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
My relationship ended so I'm where I think I was always meant to be, alone
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
no-no-no please, subjective bla bla. no, no, no.
if i had a choice between living alone and living with a loving person,
i would NEVER choose to be alone
Okayyyyy...calm down
But if you're gonna ctb then maybe it's better not to get into a relationship?
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
I had relationships that I knew will not last. Still, they were good for me and had helped me overcome some inner insecurities.
Yeah a broken heart can make us even worse. We already face so many struggles, the less thing I need is someone breaking my heart.

My experience is just the opposite. While relationships did not last, they were beneficial and had helped me overcome some issues.
Okayyyyy...calm down
But if you're gonna ctb then maybe it's better not to get into a relationship?

Maybe a positive experience will change your mind and you will not go through CTB?
 
Wrennie

Wrennie

l
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I've never had a boyfriend and my state of mind will never allow me to have one. ugly, right?
I've never had a boyfriend either, so you're definitely not alone!
(though I am a drug-induced eunuch, so any of my relationships would be doomed from the start. I fully expect to die a virgin.)
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Not all men are bad, I am a decent guy that picked the wrong women. I have lost everything (my job, my house, all my money) to a woman I loved with all my heart never did anything wrong to her. But would still be open to a relationship. Would be easy for me to say all women are money grabbing liars but we have to forgive and allow ourselves to be open to love if we want to give life a go.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I've never had a boyfriend who didn't either cheat, hit, backstab or steal from me. It was fine for a while but ended up with them all doing it to me one way or another. It's a wonder I don't despise all men.
I'm sorry :aw: I rather isolate myself than getting in contact with anyone. Humans suck.

It must have been really hard for you. Hugs :hug::hug::heart:
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
Never had a boyfriend/girlfriend/whatevergenderfriend or even actual friends. What's wrong with that? They're overrated. I'd just go with anime waifus.
 
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