There's two people holding me down, my two-year old brother and my boyfriend who loves me the most. Other than them, I can't really see a reason to keep moving forward. My life sucks. My very own biological father sexually harassed me from when I weas in 3rd grade up to early college, I told my mom finally after all these years after being encouraged by my boyfriend, only for her to do nothing, not even send me to therapy. Im so tired of being tired, can't sleep, can't even hang out with my family because I cannot bear to see them, can't study properly, can't genuinely be happy, can't stop crying at night even on days where everything seems to be fine. I don't want to do this anymore and I just want to leave this world. But I also don't want to hurt these two special people.
How do you deal with this?
How do you deal with this?
