ctb-soon
Student
- Jul 12, 2023
- 166
If you could book your suicide like you could book a dentist. But there was a "cooling off" period to force you to think about it. How many days would you allocate.
I am not sure how I would respond. I feel I will CTB on an impulse that I plan for. So my ideal idea is that I have everything ready. I am hit by that wave of impulses I get and I would be dead an hour later because all my tools are ready to go.
If I have to wait I might be past the impulse. On the other hand. I might ask if they have cancellations I can get in on today.
I am not sure how I would respond. I feel I will CTB on an impulse that I plan for. So my ideal idea is that I have everything ready. I am hit by that wave of impulses I get and I would be dead an hour later because all my tools are ready to go.
If I have to wait I might be past the impulse. On the other hand. I might ask if they have cancellations I can get in on today.