Venting Blatant self-disrespect

[Girl-shaped Wound]

To whom it may concern:
Happy for you to know that every time I put on lipstick, I trash myself some more.
Vanity hides misery well. The higher the platforms, the lower the fall.
Smeared make-up markets my brand of tragedy.

Used to think there was nothing left. 2 weeks later, I'm sure that my soul is gone.

I know that you won't
I know that you won't miss me
I know that you won't miss me at all

At best: centimeters of ribbon in my hair, days of complacent smiles, that slim curve of a leg.

I exploit whatever charm I have, so you owe your tears to my cracked head.

Slash, clean, heal
Self-destruction is self-respect.
I can repeat this forever

Don't call
Dont't call anyone
Dont call anyone else

but me

 

[Forever Sleep]

This is so powerful. Terribly upsetting but beautifully written. You have a poets heart even though your body may be in pieces. I'm sorry for your suffering.

 

[Girl-shaped Wound]

This is so powerful. Terribly upsetting but beautifully written. You have a poets heart even though your body may be in pieces. I'm sorry for your suffering.

Thank you so much! You have no idea how much I appreciate your kind words

 

[Solar1703]

This is so beautiful!

 

[makethepainstop]

Some people have that wonderful ability to put their pain into powerful readings. A lovely gift, but I wish you felt better.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

To whom it may concern:
Happy for you to know that every time I put on lipstick, I trash myself some more.
Vanity hides misery well. The higher the platforms, the lower the fall.
Smeared make-up markets my brand of tragedy.

Used to think there was nothing left. 2 weeks later, I'm sure that my soul is gone.

I know that you won't
I know that you won't miss me
I know that you won't miss me at all

At best: centimeters of ribbon in my hair, days of complacent smiles, that slim curve of a leg.

I exploit whatever charm I have, so you owe your tears to my cracked head.

Slash, clean, heal
Self-destruction is self-respect.
I can repeat this forever

Don't call
Dont't call anyone
Dont call anyone else

but me

Powerful writing