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aldens

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Aug 17, 2026
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I am brimming with joy at this discovery!

Hello all, in my previous post I was mourning the death of my noose knot named Big Papa, or, who I thought was Big Papa. I cried all of last night.

Come this afternoon, and it turns out he never died, he was just hiding under a pile of clothes I somehow missed.

The noose shown on the right is the real Big Papa, he is still in-tact.

The noose gentleman shown on the left who I thought was Big Papa, well…. I sincerely have no idea who that is. I created an entire funeral for an imposter.

In conclusion, thank you all for your condolences last night, and I apologize for my incompetence. I should have searched more thoroughly.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
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The title made me laugh NGL lol Maybe i should call my Fentanyl something? Perhaps, sweet mama?
 
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fadedghost

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Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
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I don't understand if this is AI generated. I see the noose but it's part of a rope that is so short it couldn't easily be tied to anything along with another part of a rope. i also don't understand what is in the upper right corner.
 
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aldens

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Aug 17, 2026
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I don't understand if this is AI generated. I see the noose but it's part of a rope that is so short it couldn't easily be tied to anything along with another part of a rope. i also don't understand what is in the upper right corner.
No Ai, just my bedroom. The noose on the right had more than enough length to tie to my pullup bar via a bowline knot.

As to the random box shown in the corner, that is my infrared light therapy box I attempted to use for severe depression.
 
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aldens

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Aug 17, 2026
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The title made me laugh NGL lol Maybe i should call my Fentanyl something? Perhaps, sweet mama?
Yes. Perhaps Sweet Mama and Big Papa will be able to find each other after our passing, and live happily ever after.
 
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eggsausagerice

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Apr 21, 2025
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Yes. Perhaps Sweet Mama and Big Papa will be able to find each other after our passing, and live happily ever after.
long live big papa and sweet papa. a very happy conclusion to the previous thread!
 
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